ShArOn- The revealed secrets

Working hard now

2009-12-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

To whoever it may concern :)

Im sorry that i never update my blog for almost 6 mths or so? GOSH???!! Once again, im too lazy to update my blog. HAHA

I believe u guys are aware what line im working as yeah? Well, its true that im under Prudential. It has been 6mths. Time and days passes very fast. Im now targeting and focusing on the QCE to Perth. Do hope i can managed to hit my goals for this last quarter and bring glory to myself, and of course my Agency unit V40.

Life has been great as i c my income is getting stable and increasingly too. :) I can afford to buy the things that i reali want w/o looking at the price. :) But still, i need to save too for my upcoming incentives trips! :)

Do wish me all the best yah?

Getting prettier,busier and weaker

2009-08-23T01:26:00.003+08:00

Appointments increased = production increases too :)

Well,im happy to be referred to else person whom they tink my servicing services was good and beneficial. :) Im indeed honoured and happy that i was allowed to be walk with them to their financial freedom. :)

Along the way, i saw alot of students and it reminded me about my life as a student. I misses all my frenz badly. The reason why i didnt look up to them is bcos i dun wan em to feel that i will open up any cases to them. Every now n den, i have appointments which means i will carry policies and the documents with me at all times. But im glad, started to have a few to look up for me to ask me for financial advice. :)

Im getting busier and im getting prettier too. Perhaps of the people that im being referred to. Dressing is getting formal and professional in a way. LOL. However,im getting weaker. Not enough slp and my digestive system is not functioning well in a sense that i get diahorrea easily. hmmmm.. That was why some of my ex-working colleagues and poly frenz bumped into me said i slimmed down again. Welll..... i reali never weigh myself but i did noticed that i slimmed down :D

Anyway, take care everyone alrite? deep misses...SHARON JIAYOU!!!

Is okay is alright

2009-08-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

Though now i have been working almost everyday, i am really working very hard to do my very best to the MAX in order to achieve a ACHIEVABLE results in the quickest way.

So far i having doing good. More than average than those newbies. I still not yet contented with myself. I reali wanna prove to the rest that all my clients are all from cold market, dun have to depend any of my friends. but in fact, some are my friends. Those who reali support me and believe in me. Reali thanks for their support, faith and trust. Reali thanks to them for supporting me behind my back :))

SHARON MUST JIAYOU ALL E WAY~~

Doing fine

2009-08-02T10:24:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. ever since i started work officially, i have been real busy.

I have a number of clients already and had been busy attending appointment with them. I have been doing good. None were my friends or family. All r from cold market and i have been doing good.

Its okay that my fren didnt look up for me cos i noe the reason why. 1. Scare i will ask them to buy policy from me 2. Im too busy alr.

Well,as usual some of my frenz still ask me out though they have to wait for me abit longer though i supposed to meet them at the certain time as i was attending to clients. :D Really thank u for their understanding.

Obviously, i do miss all my frenz but sometimes i dunoe what to do to tell em I DO MISS EM!!! i saw them and i was there, no one talk to me. I felt left out. :(((

Yohoo

2009-07-12T20:10:00.001+08:00

Ytd went shopping with my mum. Bought 2 pairs of shoes.

Orchard road was so packed that i cant reali went in to the shop and walk around. OMG... Damn.. Guess i had to squeese a little time out on weekdays cos not much ppl :P but somehow i dun tink i can cos weekday i have to work. :D haha~~~

I finally get myself flats so that i dun hv to stand long with my heels :P

Financial Consultant

2009-07-10T22:21:00.004+08:00

Well... im a official Financial Consultant of PTO. If you have any existing policies, u can let me take a look for you to do a policy review. Tats what i have been doing for my warm market now such as family and friends.

What i will do is i will clearly type out what benefits have u been covered and what u r not covered. If u have any intention to buy any policy, all u have to do is to tell me what u r looking for and what would u like to be covered and i will package into 1 policy just to suit for ur needs :D and i did it for some of my existing clients from cold and warm market. :)

Besides, i will even explain whatever policy u r interested to buy including the one that i explain to u.

Whatever it is, i will help whatever i can to plan for ur future by buying a good saving and protection plans. U must really see with ur own eyes! its Guaranteed! ;)

N i believe with my professional advice and my good service, words of mouth will be spread out to all ur frenz, family and relatives who oso wanna benefit the same thing as what i did to u IF u r satisfied with everything that i present and service u! ;)

One thing for all.. im doing all tis not for good commission but reali plan ahead for everyone. I clearly understand wat tis line is all abt and it is really not a bad thing as what u guys tink unless u urself gif urself and me a chance. Gif urself a chance to know more and gif me a chance to allow me to see how far i can bring u to. :D

Diff people have diff perspective when knowing that im from Prudential. Well, tis line is not what i intended to be in the first place. But im glad i went in to a good prospects organization. They taught ppl when doing a business must be morally, ethically and legally. N in fact my company contribute the highest to the Prudential ;) So far so good to me.

Wanna noe more, feel free to look for me ba! Definitely those who r gg NS soon, tis is the best time for u to buy a saving and protections plan from me. I will go according to ur budget and see how i can plan for ya de.. No worries k?? I wun cheat ppl to earn commission de. Just meet me up to listen more n make the decision ltr ba. Just fixed a date n time by texting me and i will see if it clashes with my appointment :D So i shall see u guys soon ;)

Maintaining a friendship wasnt easy :(

2009-07-01T00:39:00.005+08:00

Well oh well... graduating life indeed wasnt easy for me. why do i say so?

My schedule used to be very packed almost EVERYDAY when im still schooling and when on weekend, i will be working but still, will be gg out after work with my colleagues.. :P

After i graduate, it seems those ppl whom i always hang out with me seems to drift me apart. I wonder how come? Do i really look as if im reali busy or im just a bosim fren to em?

Whatever outings or gatherings that ppl organised and i didnt go doesnt mean they r not important. Sometimes is i just unable to excuse myself from work or i got something important to attend to or i already have prog :((

When i get to overheard that they went out recently or have outings on planned, i get very upset that im no longer being asked along. :(

I tried my best already but yet failed. What am i supposed to do to all my dearest fren??

Whenever u nid me, im always there to lend my listening ear and my shoulder. Where have u guys been when i need u guys? Am i really not a gd fren to u guys after what we have gone thru together all these while? Are our friendship that fragile?

Im really busy at times cos i nid to work. I have my own reasons to work that hard to earn that much of money. Not only to content myself but my parents too, in order to gif em a better life that they should be deserved. I tot my fren would understand but some just couldnt that one of my fren just told me this " ..perhaps they r just not ur click of friends who can understands u.. u have plenty more awaiting and standing by ur side always whenever u nid them..."

So...isit true? Im tried my best and i did... its beyond my limits and im tired!

think back what have i been doing for the friendship... am i that worthless?

Photo Time

2009-06-08T19:27:00.022+08:00

Managed to get some photos. more coming up. but in the meantime. Enjoy!

We went to Minds Cafe. dunoe where it located too. We had board games there. It was fun. Gonna bring some of my frenz there to have fun! We r crazy over there. :P

6 June 2009

I reached the chalet around 2 plus. But b4 that, i went to collect the cake at T3 with my parents :)

The cake was heavy. Carrying all the way from the shop till the carpark was far. Carry till i rested lots of times in between. Hand aching. :(

While resting, i msg all my frenz the unit no and slowly many began to msg me back that they couldnt make it last min. I was rather moody at the moment but decided to carry on no matter what.

Those frenz who supposed to help me supposed to reach at 4.30pm till 5pm. All came late. HAHA. but thank god, my senior, GAY and his gf came the earliest. WHOOO.. den followed by royston. At abt 5.30pm, the food came. WAH.. i was starving.. HEHE.but to bad the food pix was not taken. haha

The cake only cost me $75. It weigh about 3kg or so. :)) Its a chocolate banana flavour. just in case u guys r curious. :))

Notice the top im wearing? It was designed by my dearest Baleno Colleague, Meiling. Can u see how thoughtful she is? :)

Slowly the celebration started @ 6pm. Phone call keep ringing so do sms! =x

ME and my family and relatives :)

ME and my Sec sch fren, Geraldine ( Left ) and Monica (Right)

ME and my OCP team mates, (Behind start from left) Vincent, CY, Lucas, (Below) Hanan

ME and my Poly Classmates.
(Huiru, Royney, Huiru, Fizah, Kim and Wendy)

ME and my Colleagues.
(Serene, Nancy and husband, Michelle, Serene, Boonhoe, Faizal and Weiming)

Me and CY and Joan

A MASS GROUP Photo but not all are inside :(

FUN TIMES @ a corner with my favourite bunch of clicks whom i always hang out with till 3- 4am oso never complained tired the next day ;)

Me.Weiming Me. Serene

Me. Michelle

Me. Boonhoe

ME and my BFF, Faizal =))

Me and Felicia.

Presents that i received :))

Vouchers worth of $250 by my crazy gang colleaguesv( Faizal, boonhoe, weiming, serene, michelle, lilian, caiyun, felicia, rizal) and a bouquet of flower :)

A hp strap and a bouquet of flower by my OCP frenz :)

A $70 Worth of Vouchers by Geraldine. Reali my bestie! oso wrote a very touching msg for me. Reali a true fren of mine who reali noe what i wants and treasure me no matter how busy we were ;)

A balloon flower bouquet and a necklace given by baofa. how thoughtful he is to gif me such a unique bouquet ;)

A extra gift given by Hoon, Shirlyn, Ong and Calvyn :)

A bday card and a Diva Vokva which i didnt managed to take a photo.
Huijun,Seng, Alvin, Samuel IBT, Kenneth, Kelvin, Wilson, Johnson, Marianne

A Present from MR Ken and his wife :))

Given by Wendy. so sweet of her till i cried after looking at the photos :)

Presents given by Monica. ALL Hello kitty ;)

A Crystal ball given by Wenlong and Sherhua.

Hello kitty photoframe by Huizhen and Gerard :)

A Mickey Watch by Gay and his gf ;)

A Boss Chocolate given by Veg HOON :P

A chocolate and necklace given by William and Mana :D

By Clarrisa and her bf :)

Vouchers and a hello kitty balloon shared by 21 lovely frenz. :)

Ferrero Rocher by Shila who came to gif me a suprise!

lots of hongbaos and vouchers by Relatives and frenz. Thank u all :))

Though its sad that some of them couldnt make it last min to my bday and some didnt even informed me that they r not coming, but still i enjoyed my day. Thank u for making urself free that day. Really a enjoyable and memorable day for me. :))

Do stay in contact k? Though im busy, im only free after 10pm. Do seek for ur understanding yeah? Thats all. Hope to catch up with u soon. Love u all ;)

BIGGEST THANKS

2009-06-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

I would seriously like to THANKS all who turned up for my 21bday celebration on 6june @ Costa Sand Downtown East.

Really very sorry if i wasnt a gd host to all but still, do hope u guys enjoyed the food and the cake! HAHA

Really Thank u all for ur present too. Im loving it. Will upload all pix tml when ihave more time. U guys simply the best of all who understand what i truly wants. HAHA...

I displayed the presents and kept the presents. Will use it! ;)

Last but not least. Thanks for ur taking up ur time down ;) Love u all.

THANK U ALL

Colleagues : Nancy and husband, Serene BO, Serene IP,Michelle, Faizal, Boonhoe, Weiming, Mana, William and Felicia

OCP: Hanan, Shila, CY, Vincent and Lucas

Poly: (Classmates) Huiru, Rodney, Kim, Fizah, Wendy and Huiyun

(Prog) Hoon, Andy, Eekian, Alvina, Wendy, Elaine, Cindy, Royston, Kenneth, Sherry, Yongqiang, Cheeyong, Joan Tan, Joan Lim, Eunice Goh, Huihui

(Poly) Clarrisa, Huizhen, Johnson, Samuel IBT, Sherhua, Eddie, szejun, Tiam seng, Darren, Zhijian

(Graduates) Baofa, Gay and gf, Marianne, Ong, Shirlyn, Wenlong n gf

Sec Sch: Geraldine and Monica

Frenz: Calvyn

VIP: MR KEN and wife :))

Hope i didnt miss out any names who those who turned up. As for those who didnt turned up, i thank u for ur present. i received it and i like it. no worries. im not angry but how i wish u r here with me to celebrate my big day. I seriously dunoe when will i have this kind of celebration when i can treat everyone MAKAN with gd food and drinks but still haha..

Thats all yeah. take care peeps. send me photos thru facebook in photoalbum pls thank u :))

Updates on 6June bday chalet!

2009-06-05T00:16:00.005+08:00

Below are the updated lists of those ppl who are coming. Just in case u wanna find someone whom u can meet to come down together :))

Venue: Costa Sands Resort (Downtown East)
Room No : 1931
Date: 6 June 2009
Time: 6pm onwards, 9pm cutting cake
Dresscode: no preference :))

Colleagues

Nancy and Husband
Sharon and Husband
Serene BO
Serene IP
Michelle IP
Faizal BFF IP
Siti IP
Wenhe
Rizal
Felicia
Mana

Poly

Graduates

Baofa
Gay
Wenlong
Marianne
Faizal
Ong
Shirlyn
Gerard

Poly

Andy
Eekian
Alvina
Huihui
Royston
Joan Tan
Joan Lim
Cheeyong
Wilson
Yongqiang
Serene
Sherry
Kenneth
Weilin
Wendy
Seng
Szejun
Samuel IBT
Sherhua
Huijun
Huizhen
Alvin IBT
KEN THARM
Clarrisa
Johnson

Classmates

Kim
Rodney
Liying
Wendy Karen
Fizah
Huiru
Huiyun

OCP

CY
Hanan
Vincent
Lucas
Deming
Darren

Sec sch

Geraldine
Monica

PLUS Family and Relatives =))

Those whose name are not here but received an invitation sms, u r still welcome to come if u can make it last min.. :)) just drop me a sms or a call will do!

Pls kindly call me upon arrival at the downtown east so that i can pick u guys up!

I placed the food and cake orders already. so do look forward yeah?

*pls take note that u will have to bear with the standing cos not enough spaces and chairs available :)) *

Last but not least, i reali worried that people whom i didnt receive a reply is not coming cos many seems uncontactable and unreachable either thru sms or msn... sigh.. R they reali busy? Hmm still... do wish they come.

Hmmm.. I reali dunoe what else do i want for my bday if u reali wanna get sth for me. Seriously honestly speaking, its very hard for me to say it out. REALLY!! But i can tell ya what i dun wish to receive and roughly what ya can get for me instead k?

I dun wish to receive

Toys
Perfume
Accessories

I would prefer to receive

Things that u know that i like esp the things i can GET to use or bring around
Things that u know that i would want to get
Hongbaos/Capitaland Gift Card/Takashimaya Shopping Vouchers *preferred most

Thats all. HAHA. dun dare to list down my bday wishes except those above unless u asked me urself ;) But i can tell ya many r giving me hongbao :) cos they noe what im really wanna get. HAHA~ N another is someone is getting me a HELLO KITTY HP. So these 2 i cant wait :))
So i shall cya guys there on 6june. Pls kindly call me if u can make it or cnt make it last min. THANK U :)) Love u all ;)

Im super sad

2009-06-01T14:47:00.003+08:00

Seriously the percentage of me looking forward on 6june is VERY SLIM right now.

people r starting to msg me to inform me that they cnt make it to my bday. Can u see its rather last min in which i already placed my orders? I noe some kinds of last min of circumstances is rather unavoidable and unpredictable. but somehow i could appreciate if u could come even though is after cutting cake ceremony or so?

Seriously, i totally dun have mood le. Even not enough helpers to come early that day. I super sianz. very sianz. I cant wait for my colleagues to come down after work. i make sure i drink like mad since no one care abt my bday.

i super tired really.. wanna go pub again after work

Grad day Ceremony and Sis Wed is finally OVER!

2009-06-01T14:25:00.003+08:00

Yohoo.. finally the 2 BIG DAY are finally OVER! Gosh... But soon to come is my 21st bday haha~
After tat day over, theres no more big day for me le. YEAH~~~ HAHA

Well i planning to go MACAU with my mum between 15-19JUNE. YEAH~~ Another holiday trip for me. WHEEE~~~ HAHA. I simply cant wait. HAHA. Thank god my mum asked me in advanced so that i can inform my company first to apply leave. :))

Thats all...Will try to upload the photo for everyone to see k? Keep in contact peeps. :))

Worried and Angry

2009-05-30T12:02:00.002+08:00

I should be studying for my paper for next tues. but i was troubled and angry over a issue.

I believe u guys have received my sms invitation to my 21st bday celebration on 6june. However, some who have confirmed with me last min sms me back to tell me that they couldnt make it. When i came to noe abt this, i super sianz. I oreadi placed the food orders and now some backout. haiz. i super sianz now...

now i am messaging some to help me out early that day to carry out the food in n set up too. Hopefully im able to find some friends to help me out.. :))

GSS is coming!

2009-05-29T02:02:00.002+08:00

Gosh.. GSS is coming. Moreover it falls on JUNE! My bday period. God damn it. Im sure i gonna spend lots of $ again! HAHA..

Just so nice, i got my pay! I bought myself a $10 Skirt and $10 Top from Bugis street. Its been so so long since i last shop. REALLY!!!! HAHA.. I have been mixed n match my tops n bottoms n shoes n even BAGS!! Omg.. Till i dunoe what to do with it anymore. HAHA...

Faster more great deals comes so that i can SHOP TILL I DROP! Lolx..

Planning to save aside for my BKK trip money again for end of this yr. HAHA. Dunoe who should i go with. Confirm must have my sis along if my bro-in-law allow plus some khaki friends. ANYONE man... haha.. so long im the middle person. Everybody can be friends. :D Den planning to go next yr june to go TAIWAN for at least hmm 1 week ba~ Nonstop shopping destination for me. SERIOUSLY!! HAHA.. kidding. I just wanna have a goal that i must work hard, save hard and play hard ;) YEAH I can do it, so can u! ;)

Thats all peeps. Do look forward to see u guys soon :D Take care

My 21st bday (Last updated on 5june)

2009-05-27T23:42:00.006+08:00

YIPEE YAYA YIPE YIPE YA!!!!! my 21st bday is on....

Date: 6JUNE2009 SAT
Venue:Coasta Sand Downtown East
Time:6pm starts, 9pm cutting cake!
Dresscode: No preference :)

Im so sorry that i didnt get to invite all the people i noe to my bday chalet. The place that i got is rather small. So yeah.. pls pardon me but.. im free within my bday period so if ya wanna date me out, IM CURRENTLY FREE!!! :P:P

Below are the people who replied me that they r coming!! Just in case u r curious.. haha...

Colleagues

Nancy and Husband
Sharon and Husband
Serene BO
Serene IP
Michelle IP
Faizal BFF IP
Siti IP
Wenhe
Rizal
Felicia
Lilian (maybe not coming)
Caiyun (maybe not coming)
Mana

Poly

Graduates

Baofa
Gay
Wenlong
Marianne
Faizal
Ong
Shirlyn
Gerard

Poly

Andy
Eekian
Alvina
Huihui
Royston
Cindy
Eunice
Joan Tan
Joan Lim
Cheeyong
Kelvin
Wilson
Daphne
Yongqiang
Serene
Sherry
Kenneth
Weilin
Wendy
Seng
Szejun
Samuel IBT
Sherhua
Huijun
Huizhen
Eddie
Alvin IBT
KEN THARM
Clarrisa
Johnson

Classmates

Kim
Rodney
Liying
Wendy Karen
Fizah
Huiru
Huiyun

OCP

Kin (not coming)
CY
Hanan
Vincent
Lucas
Deming
Darren

Sec sch

Geraldine & bf
Monica

PLUS Family and Relatives =))

Those whose name are not here but received an invitation sms, u r still welcome to come if u can make it last min.. :)) just drop me a sms or a call will do!

Pls kindly call me upon arrival at the downtown east so that i can pick u guys up!

I placed the food and cake orders already. so do look forward yeah?

*pls take note that u will have to bear with the standing cos not enough spaces and chairs available :)) *

Last but not least, people oreadi started asking what would i want to have for my bday. Hmmm.. Seriously honestly speaking, its very hard for me to say it out. REALLY!! But i can tell ya what i dun wish to receive and roughly what ya can get for me instead k?

I dun wish to receive

Toys
Perfume
Accessories

I would prefer to receive

Things that u know that i like esp the things i can GET to use or bring around
Things that u know that i would want to get
Hongbaos/Capitaland Gift Card/Takashimaya Shopping Vouchers *preferred most

Thats all. HAHA. dun dare to list down my bday wishes except those above unless u asked me urself ;) But i can tell ya many r giving me hongbao :) cos they noe what im getting. HAHA~ N another is someone is getting me a HELLO KITTY HP. So these 2 i cant wait :))

So i shall cya guys there on 6june. Pls kindly call me if u can make it or cnt make it last min. THANK U :)) Love u all ;)

Bday wish

2009-05-04T23:31:00.002+08:00

Some frenz actually asked what is exactly my bday wish is. Do u guys really want to know?

Well oh well, i dont dare to tell anyone what i really wish for except my family n my close bestie. All i could ask for is either hongbao or Capitaland Giftland Card. At least i could combined the value together to buy a higher value item that I in need of or wanted. Perhaps some of u guys may think it seems no sincerity or even prefer to get for me something else that is meaningful specially for me that u think i will like it . If thats so, i wun stop u but below r those tat I DUN WISH TO RECEIVE..

1. NO Toys

2. NO Accessories

3. NO Clothing

Totally a Big NO for the above. I have too many TOYs at home and my mum is nagging me at all times to throw it away as i arent any young anymore. :( But somehow i couldnt resist cute things.. Hehe As for clothing, im quite fussy abt the style and design. N me myself kno9w my body the best therefore even my MUM dun dare to buy any clothing for me when she went overseas. Cos diff cuting and diff taste. That was why...

Ignore my desires cos that are what i like and targeting to get it. So yeah.. no intention to get anyone of u to get it for me unless U yourself tell me that u r getting it for me. :))

Thats all lahh.. I will send out a invitation sms soon. Spaces r very limited as the chalet r rather small. So pls be pardon tat u dun have any space to sit down to eat. Ur presence are more impt! ;)

Thats all... Anything just sms me to ask me ba ;)

Lappy down

2009-04-28T00:23:00.002+08:00

Well, my lappy is down therefore im unable to go online as often anymore or even update my blog. So yeah... But now, im using my bro lappy to do a little updates! :D

Finally, i have no more events on hand and now awaiting for my Grad Ceremony(20May), Sis Wed (23May) and MY BIG DAY(6-8June,not the actual bday)!!! YEAH~~~

I simply cant wait for these moments. HEHE~~

Been attending courses and working at the same time. Trying to earn as much as i can so that i have money to pay for my buffet feast for all my family, friends and relatives on my bday! I reali had trouble listing out the people that i wanna invite. REALLY!!! What am i supposed to do? Initally i planned to have two days; one is totally poly friends whereas the 2nd day comprises of my Family, Relatives, Collegues and my Sec Sch fren. So now, can u imagine how many ppl am i inviting?? It will totally cost me a GREAT GREAT BOMB!!! Shit it and damn it?? But whether will they turn up is another matter. :((((

Besides, im not inviting everyone. ONLY SELECTIVE PPL.. SMS or MSN will be posted out soon i guess. so do look out yeah?? N start saving!! HAHA

I will soon have to post out my bday wish lists ba. Im not trying to ask u guys to get for me. Its just my wishlists that im targeting to get it on my own too. HAHA~~ Best is to gif me CAPITALAND GIFT CARD. haha. i can use it anywhere i like. HAHA... Cos im reali afraid of receiving presents that i dun wish to receive such as Accessories and Tops esp. Really! What i really in nid is not all these.. haha but sth else. :PP just wait for e post yeah??

Today, i finally collected my Grad Gown and the 2 Custom-make gown that im wearing on my Sis's wed! OMG~~ I look extremely PRINCESS when i try out the gown and i cant imagine the eyes will be keep staring at me ba. I reali slim down alot just for my sis wed. the time is just so right. However, i felt that i should slim down EVEN MORE. another 5 kg would be beta ;) HAHA

Finally, i had a little shopping here and there these days after my return from BKK. Gosh.. i just cant get enough of shopping. SERIOUSLY!! I went to FJ BENJAMIN Sales at a hotel near Far East which i forgotten the name. Gosh... The things over there is REALLY REALLY CHEAP. Why do i say so? I bought 4 RAOUL Shirt, 2 Pairs of GUESS Shoes and 3 bags @ $30 each, 2 GUESS watches @ abt $65-70 each and a GUESS wallet @ $20. OMG~ The brand comprises of Guess, LA SENZA, Raoul, GAP, Banana Republic. Seriously u will go mad when u enter in. Everything is REASONABLY CHEAP and u simply cant resist the price that is on going. IF U MISS IT, U WILL REALLY MISS IT!! Cos its a one in a yr SALES so i just cant help it and buy as i like and i nid it too.. :P

I told my friend abt it and ALMOST everyone whom i told WANNA KILL me. cos they were wondering how come i know this kind of sales. Where do i get all this info?? Well...., if u like brands and u seriously into SHOPPING, sometimes u will have friend of yours or their fren knows or even ur family friend know. It jus the network thingy. HAHA.. But seriously, i spend abt $500-600 within this 2 mths. Cos in add,i went to CLUBMAC to bought 3 skirts and all @ below $20 with add of 5% as im a staff working @ VIVO CITY. HAHA~~ Thats the great deal i reali get for these days man.

Im reali contented. No time to shop as often as i reali used to be or even hmmm hang out with frenz but as that time i had time to shop, i will reali buy alot and this is what i get. HAHA... :P:P

I tink next time my future bf will be scared off by me. but not to worry la cos i dun even have the intention to have a bf to ask em pay for me. All i nid is their love, care and protection will do. Got looks no looks not impt as long he is GOOD in the heart and have a stable income will do. :)) Thats show how a simple girl could wish for ;)

Thats all. hehe.. will update more if i can ;)

terrible feeling

2009-03-18T01:45:00.003+08:00

gosh.. tis sat is Nancy's wed. I cant wait to be there.. to be pretty :D HAHA

i nid to slim down even more. i must JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU.. HAHA

in the meantime,i wanna work work work and earn more more more... :DDD i really wish i have the money to shut my mum esp. Really. how i wish how i wish how i wish. how i wish i could travel out of singapore. how i wish i have a bf. how i wish i have all these so that my mum wun nag... really. pls get me out of here pls.. REALLY!!! I really dun wanna stuck here all the time and be the same old me. cos of this, i seriously dun have the freedom and time for myself and do the things that i like to do. REALLY.. ARGH.. so terrible now. i reali feeling terrible..

I love shopping!!!

2009-03-11T01:20:00.024+08:00

Hello people. Im finally back from BANGKOK.. WOHOO~~

Excited to know more about my trip? This is the entry that u must not missed cos i will share u guys what did i bought :)) However, other pictures such as the places that i went and those random pix that i took of myself and friends will be uploaded in the next entry after i received it all.. :))

First Day

When i reached the airport with Nigel as i went to sch to settle some of my school stuff b4 i left for 5 days.

Whoo~ My mum brought my luggage to airport and my mum complaint that my luggage is almost empty when she opened it up. HAHA....

My luggage only weigh abt 8 or nearly 9 plus kg. HEHE~~~ Guess i gonna be prepared to get it overloaded even more when im going back.. :P

When i first alight from the Plane, i was pretty excited and looking forward for the rest of my stay in Bangkok. I simply cant imagine myself there shopping with lots of shopping bags and at the end of the day, my luggage will be almost overweight. HAHA~ But still.., i just dun care and gonna look forward to the hotel which i will be staying for my rest of my stay. :D

We were separated into 2 van. Cos of the luggage... HAHA~~ I realised that the people in Thai drove very very fast. Speed like nobody biz but it seriously not comfortable as it was not a smooth ride. It keep jer and bump here and there. Seriously not comfortable. Feel like vomitting.. *PUKE

The guys waited for us girls very long cos the drive dunoe the way. However, we almost got CAR ACCIDENT. Cos the VAN just chiong in to the car park and the ceiling was rather low and hit on the top of the van. It was rather scaring when the hotel security actually chiong in too and shout and bang to ask the driver to stop driving in.. HAHA~~ so cute. PHEW.. what a ride!!!

I stayed in Samran Place. Overall, i find it rather WU LU but still, it is very comfy and clean too. :)) Reali as what those people who have stayed there before commended. Its affordable and its rather convenient to go to the place that we wanted to go if we were to take BTS ( MRT ) or even hail a cab apart staying at Bayoke Sky. LOLX

My room mates are Gina and Huimin. They are oso part of my shopping KHA KIs too. HAHA~~ Planning to go anywhere with the 2 of the girls. So convenient as anytime we wanna go shopping, we can call out to each other to see if any one of us are interested and buy tgt in a wholesale price ;) Clever of us rite?? WAHAHA

We went to the 7-11 over there and we bought some snacks and drinks for next day. N I got sth to say...

BANGKOK GOT MORE COCKROACH THAN SINGAPORE CAN?????

It is so scary to walk a lane back to our hotel. GOSHH.. Every steps that i took got one cockroach come out :S N me n huimin dancing everywhere.. HAHA~~ It is so cute. Everybody laugh out loud... =x So bad of em!!!

We headed back to have debrief and we call it a day :P

Second day

We overslept. HAHA~~ Guess we are not used to wake up SOO EARLY.. YAWNNNN....

We had our breakfast b4 we head off to many places at 7am. HEHE~~

but the first day in the morning, i did a serious silly things to KAVAN. haha.. I mistook a bottle as toothpaste but ended up it was a CONDITIONER. Ended up, he and huimin puke out while they later noticed it was a MISTAKE. SORRY PEEPS.. blame on my sillyness and my sleepness. Im still sleepy at that time when he knocked on my door. HAHA... :P

We headed off to Floating Market. Even the boat that we took speed. GOSH.. VERY FAST. Have a nice view and enjoyed a little shopping on the floating market. The things were rather expensive. So i didnt bought much and decided to save for the better for the remaining days ;)

( MORE PICTURES COMING...)

Things that i bought from Floating Market

Planning to buy for my sister's future daughter. plan to gif on her wedding day. More to buy.. HEHE. Bought it at 350 Baht from 800 Baht after bargaining.. Wahaha. that is the moment that everybody wanted to stick with me at all times when it comes to bargaining.. HAHA~~ So funny

Bought this at 100 Baht. Its a hand make belt. Supposed to buy alot but somehow didnt reali find a very very nice ones. So decided to gif it a miss. Hoping that i could find sth similar in other places ;) Nice?

Den we went to Central. That is the place where i start to buy alot alot of things. HAHA..

Things that i bought from Central...

Bought the above from NARAYA. Wohoo~~ The local brand over there. it was very very nice and cheap too. simply can buy alot of things. However due to time constraint, guess above was how much i get. HAHA.

The (right) was a cosmetics pounch with a mirror attached it at 80 Baht each. One for my sis and my mum. As for the (left), i bought a mini handbag in white and it cost me 150Baht. Ideal bag to bring it to dinner. :)) And the remaining is a handbag which i could bring it to shopping,dinner or work too. Colour is nice and design is plain. Simply easy to match with any outfit. Cost me around 320-360 Baht each. Gosh... Its reali CHEAP!!! Gonna share with my elder sis la...

Central Shopping Mall got nothing much actually. Not much difference from SIAM PARAGON. Most on branded goods. Price is not much different from Singapore. However, SL's wife, Yuqin asked us to go outside to shop as at that time, there were many mini stalls organised by the students. Sell most on hand make items. Bought quite a few at a affordable price.. WHEE~~~

Earrings at 20 Baht. Wanted to buy alot but somehow im too lazy to bent down to choose. HAHA..

Bought all these at 180 Baht (if i am not wrong ). Bought it for all my collegues at vivo. Wehehe~ Hand drew by the students.

Hand make accessories. Bought two necklace, one long (circle) and one short (key) necklace at 90 Baht each. And a white gold crown bracelet at 80 Baht.

Had dinner at chinatown. We had lots lots of seafood. However, my appetite is not that good when im there. Getting lesser and lesser as im oso trying to control my diet for Nancy's wed. So yeah.. WHAT A WASTE. but still, i get to try a bit of each dish. HAA~~ N oso hot and cold bird nest. YUM YUM. Its simply tasty, big and CHEAP!! WOHOOO

Bought lots of the local snacks there for my collegues and family. more than enough for everyone. HAHA... Total cost me abt 560 Baht.

We went back rather late but yet we had debrief b4 we call it a day.. YAWN.. Cant wait for the next day as we will be going CHATUCHAK.. HAHA

Third Day

Early in the morning, we woke up late again. Preparing to go chatuchak.. HAHA~~ It was really a HOT DAY.. PHEW~~ everyone was sweating and gina ended up having headache. Guess many of them are not used to the heat and did not drink enough. HMMM.. so ended up didnt reali get to shop ba.. SIANZ.. but i didnt regret. u noe why? Soon u will get to find out.. :))

Things that i bought from Chatuchak

Bought this at only 160 Baht. Guess Singapore simply couldnt allow me to get this simple dress at this rate. Gosh.. Im getting in love with BANGKOK.. Can i stay there forever???

Bought these 2 dresses at 300 Baht each. Im loving it esp the left one. Im looking for those style of dresses as singapore cost at least 20 or nearly 40 dollars. Guess, i reali got into a great deal. HAHA..

Bought this long tshirt vest. It cost me only 190Baht. Checked the price in singapore already. It will have to cost around 20 plus nearly 30. HAHA. Thank god i could fit into that though its FREE SIZE.. :P

Bought these 2 shorts @ 170 Baht each only..

Bought it at 59 Baht. I need it reali badly at that time. It was so hot and sunny. N i look HOT WITH IT TOO.. :))

Bought this for my mum. Its a horse Embro. Nice rite?? I wanted to buy one for myself. However, dun have my dragon dragon. GEKSIM. This shirt only cost me 175 Baht. mum loving it ;)

Bought the above slipper. (Right) is from Chatuchak @ 150 Baht while the (Left) is bought at the Floating Market at 250 Baht.

Bought these 2 pair of high heels. The White and black ones is @ 699 Baht. Gonna plan to wear for my dinner.. As for the black ones is @ 220 Baht or so.. Bought it on the 3rd day at Platinum Shopping Mall. :D

Soon after chatuchak. we had our lunch at JJ MALL near chatuchak. We continue our shopping over there. Bought 4 bras at only less than $10 each. Thank god its having sales at that moment. HAHA...

Things that i bought at JJ MALL

Bought the Whitening creme at 69 Baht. It was really nice as i could feel the instant smoothness when i started to use every nite when im there. Recommended. And i bought 2 pairs of eyes lashes, one for my sis and one for myself. it cost abt 39 Baht for a set. :))

As we had our lunch late, we headed off to had our MASSAGE at HEALTH LAND. :)) Only me and gina had AROMA Message at 650 Baht. Our first time. Whole body nude and naked!! It was really very shiok. The scent, the smell, the atmosphere was just so right! HAHA~~ So cool la. How i wish i could have my body scrub there too. HAHA.. Next time den.. :))

We had simple dinner Siam Paragon Mac. HAHA.. We headed back hotel by BTS.

Forth Day

We went to Platinum shopping mall. I simply love this day the most. Should have gone here during the 2nd day. I simply could buy anything and everything that i want here. Really. Its a wholesale place and its reali cheap if u were to buy and share with ur friends. OMG!!!! very regret. But still, i still managed to buy alot of things here..

Things that i bought from Platinum Shopping mall..

I bought this lovely flower dress at only 200 Baht.

Bought this at 230 Baht at a wholesale price though i only bought one piece in the shop. :))

Finally get to buy this kind of vest. HAHA.. Bought it at 120 Baht Wholesale price. Cheap rite??

Bought the similar ones with Huimin @ 200 Baht each. Simply worth for a embro top. Simple n nice. :D

Gina, Huimin and I bought the same design and color at only 150 Baht. Gosh..

Bought this interesting top which i can play around with the diff style at only 200 Baht with huimin. :))

Bought 2 tops. Finally could find my size. XL. HAHA!! The black ones is a 3-quarter ones at 200 Baht while the greyish is a almost long pants at 300 Baht. :))

Bought a luggage at 700 Baht for a 25Inch. HAHA~~ sorry no pix taken.

In the end, all shopping bags were put inside. HAHA..

When it comes to dinner time, we went to bayoke sky to had our buffet. :)) on our way there, we continue to shop as usual. Even our dearest fren salute us that we could actually walk and can spot things easily any moment n continue to shop. HAHA~ It seems we simply couldnt stop shopping any min any sec.. =x

Bought this Nike top at only 180 Baht. Simply fit me very nice! :)

Bought tis Dior imitation sunglasses at only 100 Baht. Couldnt resist the blinkness at the side. HAHA

The (right) i bought those white accessories at 55 (bracelet) and 65 (long necklace). And the shawl at 150 baht.

Bought this clutch at 350 Baht. Can bring it for dinner. Couldnt find any colour nicer such as silver,white and black. Sianz...

Bought this at 140 Baht each for Eekian and Andy. Nice rite??

Fifth Day (LAST DAY)

Last day we went to MBK. Gosh. Guess i chiong all the way since its my last day of stay in bkk and i continue to keep buying. haha...

Things that i bought from MBK

All these tops i bought at 99Baht each.. (left) bought it for Alvina and Hoon :))

Above bag i bought it at 199 Baht each. Gosh. The shop is so cramp and we actually nid to take our chance to spot it and take it. OMG~~ Thank god i found these 3 that i tink is the nicest.. WOHOO~~~

Managed to buy these Polo Ralph for my father, my mum and for myself. PHEW~~ Thank god i bought each at only 220 Baht.

Bought these top (left) for my bro and (right) for my bro-in-law at 199 Baht each.

Not forgetting to buy beauty and cosmetics stuff for myself and my sis. the Front 3 cost 399 Baht in total while the nail art cost 100 Baht for 2 while the Whitening Exfo cost 300 Baht for 2.

When i came back to singapore. Gosh. This is what i bought. Total spend around $168 plus. Gonna drink all these EXCEPT DOM, on my 21st bday. Gonna look forward alrite?? HAHA

Conclusion

Overall trip was fun esp SHOPPING. I simply love to shop over there. Ended up when i came back, my luggage became 18.6KG. Can u see how much it actually gained from this trip from 8 plus kg till 18.6KG?? HAHA

The things are reali cheap and nice too. I simply gonna decide to go again wit my sis at the end of this yr. Gonna save save save up more for that trip. HEHE~~

Total spend in bkk is around $650 or more and it includes transport and food. So i tink is reasonable.

Nx time when i go there, i not gonna spend that much on food esp. As long its cheap and nice will do. HAHA..

As for shopping, gosh.. i still didnt get to buy the things that i should get... such as BELT, SHOES, EARRINGS. These are the 3 things that i bought the least. Guess i didnt bought enough and due to time constraints too.

Well, since im make a deal wit my sis to go again on end of this yr, i gonna save up even more n bring more money over there. Planned to go over every once a yr. Guess its simply worth it. HAHA :DD

I should make a deal. HAHA..

Gonna wait till i received all pix from the rest and mine too and i shall continue to upload the pix. Thats all. Enjoy reading.. ;)

Away from 5-9March

2009-03-05T03:14:00.004+08:00

Here i am to update my blog at this hour.. YAWN...

I just came back home after helping IP ZONE to do conversion. HAHA.. its been 3 days at one shot this week including my shop, Baleno. Its all very last min.. YAWN.. Im tired!

Anyway, regardless how tired i am. i still have time to celebrate all my friend's 21st bday! YEAH~~~ Soon, it gonna be my turn! I simply cant wait.. HAHA :P

Whats my 21st wish lists gonna be?? Hmm... Will upload soon so do prepare to get ur wallet ready! HAHA~~~

Will upload the photos once my friends send me. It is totally a great moment for gathering. Its been so long since i seen some of my friends esp my sec sch friend. Thank god that im still remembered in their heart ;) Phew.... hehe

Below are some of it :)

Wenlong's bday

I bought for him a custom make cup. I shared with Huizhen and Gerard. They designed it :) Thank god he like it ;)

Huiru's bday

Bought for her bikini from Sheer Romance. Share present with Kim. She love it and she's shock to receive this kind of present from me.. HAHA~~~

Huiru and i ( Left). Me, Huiru and Kim ( Right )

Anyway, just to let u guys noe that i will be away from 5-9 March. I am going to Bangkok! HAHA~ I simply cant wait cos everyday i have been controlling myself from not buying any things till i get there :D HAHA~~ I gonna buy lots of shoes and dresses esp and of cos accessories. HAHA

Its been so long since i went for a holiday. Its time for me to have a break when i get there.. Dun ask me to buy presents for u guys k? I scare i dun have enough for myself. HAHA~~ So sorry yeah!!! HEHE~~~

Thats all. nid to get some slp. Thank god i packed my luggage alr.. Didnt bring much esp few sets of clothing and extra bag. just in case my luggage couldnt fit all. HAHA.. update u guys soon ;) Take care :D

I nid a Serious Break!

2009-02-26T00:52:00.002+08:00

Gosh. I simply cant wait to go Bangkok. I mean it very Seriously!

Im sick and tired of the lives im going thru all these while in Singapore. Cant wait to go Bangkok to have a short period of PEACE esp from my Family. :((

As usual...., i kinda dun reali like my family. I seriously dunoe how to explain but the situation is like this....

Though people said that im fortunate to have a complete family, however they are not aware of anything about my family background. I do noe that my parents have been working reali very hard for this family and i do noe that they r reali very tired. But as compared to other families, i dun tink there arent any much difference. How come their children dun have to work while i nid to?? And why their children are given a certain amount of allowance while i dun have??

All these questions have been wondering inside my brain and have been reali bothering me reali unhappily. I seriously dun feel happy at all when i stayed at home. Therefore i always spend my time out of my house esp in school or in work. When i work, im working for the sake of money. If i no money, i dun tink i have the money for any entertainment with friends and of cos get the things that i want or i like. As for in school, i get to noe more friends and they make me happy. At least they dun bothered me with lots of unnecessary stuff.

One thing i couldnt tahan my parents is they keep complaining that they r tired. What abt me??

I have been working while studying since pri sch i guess. Earning as much as i can to support myself alone until i entered poly, i managed to fork out abit to gif my mother allowance and of cos pay my own hp bills. Sometimes, its reali not enough for me to spend.

As days goes by,i managed to save up alot as i tend to be thrifty at times. However my mum tend to spend my money at times to buy her own things without my awareness or my permission b4 she swipe any cards. I seriously get very angry when i noe abt it as... its not a matter of how much but the matter of courtesy. I gave her my card is for her to withdraw to pay for my bills and my monthly allowance for her and not for any other purposes. She misused it and i took it back.

Other than that, i have a wide circle of friends. However, that doesnt mean i have higher chance of bumping into the right guy to be my Mr Right. HAHA~~

I dun even have time for all including myself. How am i going to have time for her?? She sometimes very funny and informed me abt her last min OFF DAY. I just told her off that im a busy woman who keep working cos i nid the money. With the money, i do pay for whatever she would want or food whenever i went out with her. Thats how much i could gif her once in awhile.

I have no time to accom her, thats how i use the money to repay the time that i didnt get with her. She just dun understand the meaning behind so do my friend except my collegues. :((

They dunoe the real reasons behind it actually. :((

I feel happy when i get to spend money. Seriously.

I dun even have time for anybody including myself. If i were to keep always accompany her, when do i have the time for my boyfriend. That is why i dun have boyfriend now?? Perhaps?? I dunoe.

I seriously very dulan to a big extent that i just tell my mother that if she wanna quit her job now is none of my biz. Cos i do not wanna hear any nagging that she's bored staying home alone. She should noe that every morning if she were to wake up, she will find nobody at home, everybody have left for work. Im not even free on weekends, what should i do??

I seriously wanna knock some sense in her and my dad too. So what if i have graduate? I nid a short break too! What for rush me to go find a job in which i have not rested enough??

At one point ask me faster earn more money so that they could retired and stay at home and dun have to work. And another point ask me spend more time with them. and another point ask me find a boyfriend soon??

Why have so much expectation on me in which i dun even get to enjoy the things that i reali enjoyed doing or get the things that i reali want?? Why do i have to go thru all this kind of unhealthy lifestyle living???

Shopping spree

2009-02-24T00:19:00.003+08:00

OMG~~ though im going to Bangkok soon, i still buy this n that in SINGAPORE!!! Damn it

I bought quite alot of things lahh.. Cosmetics and Lingerie. HAHA~ Kanna complaint and scolded by my mum n elder sis. Said i should have wait till i go BKK den buy all i want cos there is real damn cheap. HAHA~~ but somehow couldnt control :P

But seriously, i gonna stop buying,stop shopping. HEHE~~ Guess cosmetics is one of my shopping lists that i will be getting when i get there. Afterall, i do make up. Will use anyway.. HAHA :D

Oh ya.. i went out with my sec sch fren, Geraldine. We went shopping for our upcoming fren's 21st bday present, Monica. We bought for her a watch, gonna collect it tml cos got scatches. HEHE~~ Cant wait to see my sec sch fren again.. :))

N i forgot to shop for my poly fren bday, Huizhen. Gonna ask around who wanna share. Feel like buying her some hello kitty thingy from MAC.. HAHA~ Cos i like it too ;) Gonna shop on wed or thurs.. HAHA.. last min.. =x

This week is indeed a busy week for me. Gonna try Bridal maid outfit on fri after my prog meeting. Hope my slimming in action do work out successfully. HEHE~~~

Thats all. Tml working Afternoon shift.. yawnn.. im tired.. Take care peeps..

Im FREED~~~~

2009-02-23T01:36:00.004+08:00

Yohoo guys.. its been reali quite some time i update my blog. Getting lazier.. opps... =x

Well, finally, my paper are over!!! Projects are over too!! Overall grade still not bad. Hopefully, my MP helped me to pull my GPA higher that i can go for UNI.. :) If not, guess i will have to work really hard for 1 year b4 i enrolled into UNI after i get my cert on MAY. :))

For now, im working very hard as a part-timer @ Vivo Baleno. :)) Besides tat, i will be busy preparing for my last event in poly till April. In the meantime, i will busy preparing for Nancy wedding on March 21st and my sister wedding on May 23rd. Last but not least will be my 21st bday celebration!! Now u can see how busy i am though i am not in the midst of looking for a stable full time job?? lolx~~ HEHE~~

Reali got lots of things in my mind right now. HAHA~~ What job do i reali want if i cant get into uni?? I tot of being a brand merchaniser or website designer or even an event/wedding planner. My sis once told me that im not gd at studies but im gd at learning. Indeed it is. Not denying, im a girl who love to learn esp on the things i reali wanted to learn or enjoy doing. Seriously. I can picked up reali fast... :)) My sis reali pin high hopes on me including my parents.. hmmm.. what should i do???

In the meantime of all these mini mind-ing things going on, im preparing to go for my bkk trip for 5 D 4 N. Woohoo~~ Im going with my ihub ppl. OMG~~ I simply cant wait n my shopping lists is getting longer. Guess i reali gonna buy whatever i like or i can when i get there. Simply prepare a big empty luggage and a empty big bag for me to carry while im gg shopping. HAHA or even not enough space. HAHA.. HEHE.. kinda kiasu huh?? Bobian.. i love SHOPPING... wait for my pix alrite?? HAHA

I will try to update as write down my happenings n feelings.. hehe.. soon my 21st bday wish is coming out!! Just wait and see!! HAHA

Shopping Mood

2009-02-06T00:51:00.003+08:00

HAHA.. though now its still NEW YEAR. but i still cant stop buying things. Guess my waredrobe is bursting soon.. OMG.. HAHA~~

but soon, my sis gonna get marry and all the things inside the waredrobe gonna be moved to her hse. so.. i simply cant wait.. YEAH~!!!

Soon, i gonna go to bkk with my club ppl. gonna do non-stop shopping from head to toe and even inner wear too.. HAHA.. when my mum heard abt it, she was like.. -.-llll

but i gonna care. gonna plan the lists of things i wanna get den when i go there, i gonna die die must get the things tt i am looking for and oso get as much i get since the things over there is really very very cheap.. :DDD

But as for in singapore, i bought lots of dresses. simply getting to look nicer on it. HAA. Guess im getting slimmer so the figure is there u see?? N my fren r saying tt im getting prettier, slimmer and sexier. OMG =x

Cant believe what they said but its true lah. even my collegues oso said that. HAHA.. Hopefully i reali get to wear like ermm.. without any cardigan if i get to wear any tanktop, tube etc.. HAHA ::PP Wish me luck den... ;)

take care peeps..

Happy Chinese New Year =))

2009-01-24T00:19:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year is around the corner... I would like to wish everyone a happy new year!! MoooMOoooo.. HAHA

Time flies. Goshh..my final paper timetable is OUT!!! I only had one paper, Net Security on 20FEB.. Wohoo~~ N after that, i will be FREE!!!!!!!! YEAHHHHHHH~~~~

Soon, i will be flying off to bangkok with my club ppl from 5-9March. Therefore at these moment, i keep exercising to ensure im able to fit FREE SIZE clothing and at the same time, earn more money!! Lolx.. In fact, im working hard!! Lolx

Today i had NAFA. I failed one section which is standing broad jump. My weakest station among all. N in fact, the great acheievement among all was my 2.4KM.. I completed it within 16.20 as my normal timing, its roughly around 18-19min... LOLX.. so happy! But i shall continue to run more often at bedok reservoir since Dragonboat training for April Orientation starts next fri.. :P:P At the same time, i wanna JIAN FEII... Hehe..

Targeting to slim down to less than 60kg on APR haha~~ :P

Currently now im too tied down with lots of things at the same time. Been staying late at night working on projects and events planning.. ended up waking up late at all times.. SIANZ.... GEKSIM.. Now falling sick soon.. HMMM.. However, i still have time to exercise.. :P:P

Thats all for all my craps. Hopefully everything end soon so that i have time for myself.. YEAH~~ Have fun peeps..

p.s: Do take care....

What a tiring week

2009-01-16T22:19:00.003+08:00

Well oh well, for the first time i worked on my projects assignment till 5am this morning and woke up at 8am to go to school to pass my club's proposal to mr lee. Soon after, i went to print my assignment and continue to work on my project. DAMN. Im so tired right now. I didnt even had breakfast and lunch and i even skipped my club's captainball. But thank god, i had their understanding cos i seriously looked damn tired infront of them. :)

Today for the 1st time, i sat on a MOTOR BIKE. I was so scared that i might flew off any moment of time. But with JOHNSON SKILLS, i guess he reali drive with care haha~~ But all i can say is very shiok and relax. HAHA ... Never will i get to chance to sit again cos not much opportunity and not much friends owned a car or motor bike. HAHA

He drove me to VIVO to pass present to my part-timer, Weiming. This week is his last day of work. GOSH.. i gonna missed him very very much.. SERIOUSLY! But im glad that i got to see the face that he is trying to hide from me. He was touched and happy when he got to receive the 2nd present that i and the rest got for him. He just overjoyed and cant expressed much as he was shy. I almost cried cos i simply cant bear him to leave and simply no one care and know me better than anyone do at work. Whoelse could i have when im in work in future?? I miss him.. i guess i gonna miss him very very much. Even my collegues can see that we r very very close and the feelings... is simply.. hmmm... unexplainable. Whatever it is, hope he like the present and wish for the best to him :DDD

Gonna miss his cutie cutie suck cock face!! =x

Happy 2009!

2009-01-09T22:00:00.002+08:00

Harlow everyone once again. here i am to update new entries for my blog :D

Well as usual, im pretty busy with lots of things after the new semester has started. Catching up with some of my friends and at the same time, trying to concentrate more on my studies. Trying my best every now and den as long i can stay focused. :)

Time flies, indeed. Finally, it has come to an end of 2008! It is indeed not a easy and smooth-sailing year for me. Lots of things happened and i actually went thru alone at all times. I didnt reali picked myself up since den. Many things just keep bothering me and i just cant stop thinking alot.

Where do all my friends go??? The friends who always there for me, who always wait for me to have dinner, who always asked me out etc... is no longer exist :(

I dont know whats wrong with em.. i do wanna noe why?? Or.. isit bcos im too busy??

Totally a heartbreaking year! Besides friends, relationship is part of it that cause the MOST heartbreak to me! Though alot of my friends tell me that this kind of thing couldnt be rushed, but somehow i just couldnt stop asking if the prob lies on me, based on my appearance or characters or its just that the time is not right??

My friend have been telling me how great i am but its just that the time is not right or even my expectation is too high... Well oh well, i have been telling people that i have no right to be fussy or set high expectation on other ppl. It should be another way around.

I always have complaints on myself. Always have lots of unsatisfaction regardless on how i look etc.. Till the extend, i decided to lose weight! Currently my weight is 70kg. Gonna lose down to 60kg by MAY.. Just wait and see k?? HAHA

Life still has to move on no matter what yeah?? HEHE~

Finally, the brand new year has finally arrived!! Totally set a new resolution i have for this year. :)

1. Slim down even more
2. Find my Mr Right
3. EARN MORE MONEY
4. BE MORE HAPPY and worries free!! Lolx

I still nid to work hard even more to slim down by running almost everyday at 6pm at the school running track. If u r lucky, u will get to see me there till 7plus at most..

As for my long waiting Mr Right... i reali stay far in contact with guys to avoid any misunderstanding. as far as i noe that if by 21, im still single..., guess i seriously shall not step into a r/s anymore.. Cos if not, i seriously will find sth wrong on myself. that was why this worries my friend till they keep on introducing their guy friends to me.. lolx.. so funny

As for earning more money, i hope i can earn alot to go bkk this march.lolx. simply cant wait!! :D Gonna have lots of in mind that i wanna get!! LOLX~~

N last but not least, i hope i can be more happy and worry free.. Can such a simply wish granted??

hmmm.....

Boring n Lonely Xmas

2008-12-24T01:43:00.002+08:00

here i am to blog. haha.. Im bored... thats why :P

well, it gonna be another year of boring n lonely xmas for me. No plans this time round. No dates and no friends date too. Gonna spend the day at working den..... SERIOUSLY!!

Received some presents from collegues n i even bought something back for them. HEHE~~ N they indeed.. LOVIN IT!! Lolx

xmas eve gonna bring my parents out to eat and on xmas itself, i gonna have a FULL day at work.. :(

But at least... i have collegues with me :D

However, i have yet to finish ALL my holiday assignment... WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO??

Shopping Sprees

2008-12-06T00:18:00.008+08:00

Well i just got my pay. Been buying this n that. GOSH.. but below are some picture that i have taken with all my lovely frenz and the things that i bought. BUT PLS STOP SAYING THAT Im RICH. Im NOT k? The things that i bought is reali CHEAP and seriously cnt see if its very cheap too....

Me & Mei Mei at the lab.. Using my new PHONE.. Loving it

Me & YUN @ MRT. On the way meeting Lian, Felicia, Keegan and Ken for Supper after work.

Me.Shila.Hanan.. US @ Judging day. Preparing for the final touch up!

Though im kinda sick n tired working at my current job, this girl always brighten up my day ;)

That day, i 1/2 Morning, therefore Wenhe treat us Ben n Jerry. YUM YUM :D

Me and Felicia. Went out that day for a short dinner after my work. Together with Caiyun, Michelle, Weichuan and Lilian :D

Thats me that day @ HongKong Cafe

B4 i went to meet them for dinner, i went a little shopping @ Adidas n Bossini.

Self-Picture Moment

As now is Dec and xmas is around the corner, i have already received 3 presents from Nancy, Sharon n Michelle. Below are the things that they got me. Well, im rather surprised. but honestly speaking, though i love cute little things including toys, i seriously dun reali like to receive toys. Cos my room dun reali have any space for it..HMMM.. so friends, get what i mean?? LOLX

GUESS WHAT?? Below pic is the MOST BEAUTIFUL PICTURE of the moment!! HAHA~~ Im so disgusted pretty ... HAHA

Today is Fri. i had no lessons but i went out with my parents. Bought little xmas present for Nancy, Sharon n Michelle back.. :))

Thats all.. Enjoy ppl

Shopping time

2008-11-29T02:09:00.007+08:00

HEHE.. Its shopping time. Finally i can get to shop.. wohooooo...

Today was pretty a busy day for me. Straight after judging, i went to EGuides Prog meeting. Went there to guide and to contribute ideas. Thank god, finally, i get to think of sth new!!!! I simply cant wait for the game to be executed and receive feedback.. :D

After prog meeting, i had to went to my iHUB event, CM Forum 2. Supposed to go there straight after my Judging to take a look. However..., i didnt go until 4pm. I believed in them and think they could run the show all by themselves without total reliance on me.. HEHE~~~ So yeah... Im happy and im glad.. :D Receive lots of positive feedback.. WELL DONE iHUB ;)))

After i had a debrief with them, i went to meet up with Andy they all. Supposed to play sports. However, i was very well dressed till i kinda lazy to get changed to sport attire n get sweat.. sooo... HAHA.

I went ahead with my iHUB main com. Just so nice.. there were John Little sales.. HAHA~~ got myself one tube dress @ $9.90 and a shorts @ $15.90 and famous amos @ $11 for 2. HAHA~~ :P:P

U noticed sth?? The colour is almost the same as my bedsheet...HMMM...HAHA

Didnt reali had time to shop finish cos pretty rush and the time we reached there was pretty late.. So we head off to IT Fair.

My main objective of gg to EXPO was to go IT Fair n find Notebook batt. My fren keep telling me that IT Fair wun sell these kind of things.. however my fren managed to pass me a flyer regarding abt this thing im looking for. Therefore i decided to go down on the 2nd day of IT Fair.. HEHE~~

I couldnt get to find the booth that sell the Notebook batt. i had hard time finding it cos i didnt bring the flyer with me until i walked the 2nd round n i got it.. HAHA.. im so happy. I got it @ $138 but later den i realised its not acer brand.. hmm.. but i find it okay as long the batt fits my lappy.HAHA

Den i oso got myself a iPod Touch Pink Casing @ $33. Finally.. HAHA.. so nice lah. Finally get a nice one.. haha... N oso Micro SD Card @ $9.90 for 2Gb. Supposed to get 4Gb de but i find it no use cos my handphone is normally stored pictures as i alr had use to listen to music using iPod so yeah.. ended spending $200+ at expo.. wohoo~~~ HAHA.. but its all the things that i want n im looking for. Simply worth it ;)

Judging over

2008-11-29T01:54:00.002+08:00

YOHOO~ finally my judging is over!! A sense of relieve.. However, i still cnt stop worrying.. I still left my report. DAMN... gonna get it done probably tml after i celebrated my mum's bday. HEHE~~~

I tink i did pretty badly on my judging presentation. My grp was only team who haven presented. Everybody was so silent and looked,listen to us. Inside and outside of the lab was crowded. I was too nervous that i wasnt in my usual self. My confidence was brought down lower. Kinda sad. However, i think i already did my best.Shall look forward den... :)) Hope i can get a BBBBBBBBBB.. :D

New phone

2008-11-29T01:40:00.003+08:00

Hello guys. Its been so long once again since i updated my blog. HAHA. To cut short, just wanna let u guy noe that i just changed my phone to Samsung F480. I bought it @ $217. Cheap rite??? I said this not cos im rich or wat but let me tell u why i said so...

This phone cost $298. My plan is not up yet therefore they nid to charge me $100 extra. However if i nid to upgrade my handset and trade my phone in, my phone value will be $100 for Sony Ericsson k800i! So plus minus, i will stil have to pay $298. Rite?? However, the counter ppl forgotten overlook on my plan part, therefore it costs me $198 with addition of upgrade of Sim card to 1000 contacts, $19. Therefore its reali lucky that i didnt pay much for this handset.

This handset is not reali the one that i wanted cos the one i reali wan is either Omnia or Sony Ericsson C905. However my mum find it rather too Ex until i saw this phone model that i got it in the end. lolx.. Im loving my phone right now. touch screen with gd camera functions. whoohooo~~~ Lolx~~~ Gonna make full use of it...

FYI.. my phone is in pink.. pretty nice!! my favourite colour. Do check it out in real.. :P

******* pissed off

2008-11-15T01:52:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not being updating my blog for damn long. Kinda lazy and i kinda no mood to write at all.

Anyway i have just started my school and currently busy catching up with lots of the things in school. This includes my MP and my clubs. Damn busy like hell till im feeling damn stressed.

The stressed and the burden that im undergoing is getting heavier n heavier each day. Till i kept overslept and take CABS almost EVERYDAY.. not denying it.

I do noe its kinda waste of $$ but i seriously lack of sleep!!! Just felt tat im too lazy for EVERYTHING. Kinda very sick and tired of all the things that is happening around me. It seems...i really nid a BREAK!

I cant wait till i graduate or even holiday pls. Allow me to leave singapore for a short day and switch off my hp. Even i didnt go to sch for one day, i will received 10+ messages and a few missed call. DAMN!!!

Im ******* stressed and pissed with all the people around me that make me ******* pissed with everything that is happening around me.

All i can do when i have the time, i will look up for my fren to have chit chat session n laugh out loud as we wan to or even catch a movie or go kbox to sing or even a Movie which i didnt step into the cinema for almost 6 mths or so. OR EVEN.. the best thing that im enjoyed doing is...to go SHOPPING. Im pretty sure that my mood will totally changed when im shopping. I bought quite a no of things these days n im pretty enjoying it. Seriously...

but... people said im getting slimmer and im getting very shag each day though im wearing makeup and dressed up so nice everyday. HMMMM.. what am i supposed to do???

Final project completed

2008-10-07T21:57:00.003+08:00

Finally, my final project has just completed. My grp managed to complete all the Basics requirements of our project after the return of my Supervisior. He was impressed but still..., he EXPECTED MORE. He wished that we could add in Audio and modify all the games to a NICER GRAPHICS. Damn.. Additional work. Simply have no holidays this time for me at all. Kinda sad. :(

Im totally wear out for all these mths. Struggling with not enough slp everyday and money. Cos of my project, it totally tied me down and drifted me away from lots of things.. Such as working to earn extra cash b4 the new sch terms start and of cos catching up with all my loved ones. However, some still failed to understand my situation, failed to put themselves in my shoes. :(

I dun even have the time for myself to REST and in fact, thats all i needed the most in the world besides MONEY. I really dun understand some of my friends who complaint that i Bo Sim, never set aside time to catch up with them or even to celebrate for their bday. I wish i could but the real truth behind is i really not free...

Im so busy with my major project and my work. I dun even have time for myself and for my family. I really seek for all my friends understanding.

I love all of u and i do remember every single one of u. I always have u guys in my heart. But one thing i wanna let u guys noe that i have wide circles of friends. Besides, i have big commitments in sch especially as i have to handle my post in CCA and events and stuff like this. When im free, i wish i could go home early and slp or do the things that i enjoyed doing. However, i chose to work instead. :(

I promised that i will make up for all of u whenever im free okay?? I noe u guys love me and i wanna let u guys noe how much i love everyone of u too. i cherished the friendship and the memories like the way u guys treasured it.

So..., pls... dun show me attitude. Sometimes it indeeds put me in Difficult spot. If u guys reali wish that i could be happy and dun be so stressed up and ended up sick and stuff like this, pls gif me a little space to breathe.

True friends will understand what im trying to say. Do hope things have a good turn. :)))

Sharon love and misses everyone as long they r their friends. Regardless how close or how seldom i met, i cherised everyone. Thats how much i treasure friendship. No sms, no call, no gathering doesnt mean i dun hv u guys anymore. Enough said of what i wanna say. :D

Have a gd day ahead...

Sharon sign off..

Unable to blog

2008-09-30T09:34:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps. sorry that i haven been updating my blog these days cos my lappy is with my bro-in-law so i dun have any computer for me to access to the internet.

Im currently busy with my major project and working at the same time.

hehe.. I missing everybody!! Everybody are being loved and missed deeply by sharon!! HAHA

Take care ppl.. wanna go out wit me, do fixed a appointment with me! :D

Tired

2008-09-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

These days i have been really stressed up with my projects and staying up late.

I have been really very tired till i always overslept and i fell asleep very easily whenever im not doing anything else.

Im simply tired. I nid more rest. How i wish i can complete my proj ASAP.. PLSSSS

Im tired

2008-09-15T19:49:00.001+08:00

i dont know why i have been really very tired recently. omg.. i nid something to spike me up can?? HAHA

Clarification!

2008-09-12T00:08:00.002+08:00

Well, this afternoon out of the sudden, the previous HIM whom i mentioned in my blog, clicked on me and chat...

I was rather shocked as it was the third time he clicked on me FIRST.. HMMM... I can still rmb.. HAHA

The first line that he types was he owe me apology. I was confused in the first place why he said this until he paste the phrase that i written in my blog. Somehow he knew that im referring to him and he was sorry about it.

I den asked him how he noe it was him and stuff like this. He somehow could guess it and from the start when i gave him my bloglink and he read it, he already noe my feelings for him.

I continue to clarify with him some matters when i get home. I told him who is the person im referring to and he told me that he told one of his closed fren who happen to be her closed fren. I was shocked and he is not even that close with her.

We actually had a little arguement here and there b4 we end the conversation. I didnt expect myself to go up to him again to talk things out. Somehow i feel there is a need, cos i wun feel alright too. Though it is not my fault, but somehow clarify things is better than leaving things unsolved. Thats not me!!! :)

He said he not gonna trust anyone anymore but i was telling him that he can 100% trust me. Cos im a person whom ppl can trust. At least i keep secrets when i was told to and i choose ppl to tell my secrets to. I noe who to trust and not who to trust after my LAOS trip.

But still, we are still good friends no matter what. He was rather shocked after so many things happened, i still wanna noe him better. hehe~~~ We chatted more after that..

All i wanna say is that, its up to u to decide if im trustworthy to u.. but soon u will noe. U will love my characteristics and soon, u will have to tolertate my nonsense and craps. I believe u will get to see the REAL ME. Dun believe what other ppl said abt me but u urself. See it with ur own eyes and spend the time with me. Soon,u will get to noe me better :D

I dun care what my friend said why i like u at the first place as long i noe im happy being with u. :D Friends forever!!! Im a fren u can totally rely on, a person filled with strong personality who can bring laughter n joy to ur life! A Fren who is worth having around at all times :D

Thank u for allowing me to love u once. Thanks.. feelings cant be forced anyway.. :D

Pissed

2008-09-10T18:48:00.002+08:00

Im so pissed that i gonna write down the present and the past Special HIM in my heart. But lets tok abt the PAST HIM.

Well oh well.. i dun reali gif ppl my blog link unless gave em myself. But if they were to ask me for it, normally i wun depending how close or how long i noe the person. Cos i do not want any unnecessary comments being leave behind in my tagboard and spam them.

The first time i gave my bloglink to a guy that i like though i hardly noe him that well. I tot we r getting along rather smoothly and i tot our relationship r getting closer when the times goes by when we keep chatting online. Though that doesnt mean anything, but i tot, the time of waiting for him may prove everything abt my sincerity and my love.

I just wanna let him noe how much i really miss him when he's away from Singapore. However, i do heard that he told his fren that i was badly in love with him. BUT.. WHATS WRONG WITH THAT?? I just dont understand what is he thinking.

I tot he will do the same thing to me when im away for LAOS for barely 2 weeks. He didnt even asked abt my life over there. Simply nth from him. Im so sad when im there though i been telling my group mates i have someone in my mind that i cant be bothered to look at the guys over there.

My friend are more sweeter than him. They showed me how much they reali miss me when im away. They cnt hear my laughter, my voice and my jokes. They feel weird when im not around. Im touched when i chat wit them thru msn, voicecall and webcam. They are simply SWEET!!!

When im at LAOS, met alot beautiful people including the perfect guy. HAHA~~ I came across this present HIM. He touched my heart with his honest answer from his heart. I believed in him and im fooled again at the end of it. Whatever he say is just he is being honest. All blamed to the NAIVE me. As long guy treat me good or say those sweet nice thing to me, i fall into it. Indeed, im STUPID when it comes to LOVE or R/S. DAMN!!

He rejected me, he oso rejected my help. He said be frenz and this is what he treat me. He really think more than me.

I dun even care abt his background, his past or how far will we go in future. I never even think that much cos what matters the most is IM HAPPY WITH HIM and IM HAPPY when hes around me. However, since he keep saying that hes a loser, worthless to me, i shall grant his wish and shall not disturb him any further... :(

Well oh well, Deming suddely asked me abt Olieng. I dunoe what to ans him. He asked if i missed Olieng? I just answered yeah.. I do miss him and the rest. But somehow he trying to tell me sth behind it. BUT still.. i shall not think anything more that that. When Olieng said he miss me out of the sudden, i do feel weird but somehow, i find him sweet and replied him that i miss him and the rest too..HAHA~

We began chatted more ever since then whenever hes online. When he online, he always msg me regardless he is busy at work. At the same time, Odd msg me too. A guy who always brighten up my day thru SMS. The text that he send over is simply make my day till the extend i laugh out loud in public or in my lab. So now, u can imagine how funny the sms was. HAHA~~

Well oh well, what im trying to say is.. ACTIONS speak louder than words. If either one of them reali like me as what they have been telling me that they r interested in me, den prove it den.

But for the moment, i just cant keep telling myself that GUYS ARE BASTARD. Seriously. Somehow i nid to take some time again to adjust myself and my feelings. So for the moment, NO NO NO to alot of things.. :)

Im trying to live up my life to the fullest. So friends, spread ur LOVE to me. Cos at least i noe ur love is the truthful of all! YEAH..

thanks friend :D

Im bored

2008-09-06T00:49:00.006+08:00

Today is my PR2, Finally there is a little progress though my grp have yet completed.

What im trying to say is that, after our presentation to our CU HEAD, Ms Kwan, she fully understand the process we r undergoing. She didnt realise there is so much limitations on each proj. Therefore it took us very long for the overall progress. She didnt expect much from us. She just hoping that we could complete regardless how big or how small the project is. She just wish we could implement the necessary criteria that we told her that we r doing. Anything advanced we wanna put inside the game, implement after we have accomplished the basic requirement. :D

Well, all i could say the presentation for today was rather successful. In our presentation, we demo all the games that we have done so far and half way too. She was rather impressed with the effort and work. She fully understand the progress was not easy and we even emphasize the difficulties that we faced.

At the end of it, she wished us the best of luck and she dun wish to see us extend that long.. haha~ :P

As my group were preparing for this presentation and the necessry documents, we slept quite late the day b4. Around 2-3plus. We were so tired the next day and we requested to have a half day.

I went to Bishan to look for SnK staff and passed them the gifts that i bought from LAOS. They r loving it. Too bad i only stay for a short while as one didnt work, one got sth on and one nid to go Office due to last min notice. DAMN!!! Moreover, im meeting Alvina in the evening to discuss abt OCT camp prog.. hmmm

Went home to slp till the time is up, i wake up and head down to CENTRAL to meet her. We ate and talk while discussing our work. It was fun!! and we cam whore once again.. ENJOY PPL~~~

My Self Pix Moment.. WOHOO~~

msg to him : Today my fren came to ask me in what way will i like or accept a guy? Well, i have no preference actually based on feel. Depend when u met or know the person in accident or know the person for a certain period of time.

If a guy like me, the first thing i will ask is to ask the questions such as why u like me and what u see in me. If the guy said something that really melts my heart and i can see that he reali notices me, he is the one im looking for. Cos i believe, i will be happy and be blessed to have a bf like him.. :D

But b4 anything happened between we two, u came up to tell me how u feel about me and what u see in me. Im not a really a high self-esteem person who believes in myself. Ur words melt my heart and seriously moved me. I really feel real and great for the first time. That is when i like u and decided to noe u better.

I do want u see how much i like u. I believe one day, u will be touched my sincerity and fully understand the reasons behind it. Regardless how worse u think u are, i still like u and accept who u are and what u are. No one is perfect and thank u for still able to see a beautiful and perfect side of me. Though i cannot be there for u as i want to and be there for u, im glad that u will be happy and smiling whenever u talk to me. =D Do jiayou k? Miss ya always ;)

No MORE HIM

2008-09-02T21:00:00.006+08:00

He broke my heart. he didnt contact me when im away in LAOS. Thats it. Isnt the signal that he gave me rather obvious?? Well oh well.. LOVE Failure again.. HAHA~~ So be it den. Who LIKE ME, bring it on!! Im single and AVAILALE ONCE AGAIN .. HAHA :P

Other ppl deserve and appreciate my love more than u do.

Im not that perfect as what people think. HAHA~ people have yet to see the beautiful side of me! People still cant accept who i am, regardless of my appearance and my personality. Is there something wrong with me or is there someone 100% PERFECT in this world?

I dun dare not say im forcing them to accept me but u never try, u never noe. Cos u cnt forsee how far will both of u go unless u guys reali try. Am i so unworthy for ur love?

no point praising a person till so good and that u obviously will mislead the person. And just as i told the person that i like him, the person ended up telling me that he only regard me as gd friend. He is just being honest abt what he thnk about me.

But, all this kind of thing i had enough alr. I guess never ever again i going to be close to a guy or believe everything they said about me UNLESS ACTIONS. Actions speaks louder than WORDS afterall. No actions, no talk.

p.s: im not blaming u my dear. i noe u reali mean what u said from the bottom of ur heart and u reali mean it. Thank u for making my days with so wonderful and meaningful. Thank u for being the 1st and the one & only person who said that im perfect and im beautiful.

Though we enjoyed having each other and talking to each other, but still, it is just my imagination, my own will. i shant now dare to think that much anymore. NEVER! Dun feel bad or guilty for misleading me. Though we may be impossible and it may not turn out in reality, but still, thanks for making me feel so damn special and make the time tgt unforgettable. THANKS.

Dun ever feel that u r unworthy for my love and there will be even better guy suitable for me. As i told u b4, no one in this world is perfect. When ppl said they love u, they reali mean it. It oso means that they see something in u that no one will notice. U r special in the person's heart, if not, u wouldnt been attracted to the person. Am i right? Well, for now, we shall take things at a step. I couldnt take it thats why i let it go. I dun mean anything too.. U get what i mean??So many GAYCUS thing happened and im shocked. So.. i decided to say it out and be sure that u r NOT GAY which i think u r not.

Thanks for listening to me and thanks for believing in me. We shall see how things go okay? unless u willing to gif urself and me a chance to noe each other better... Love u my dearest fren..

Moment like this song is dedicated to u! Thanks love

Back from LAOS

2008-09-02T19:04:00.002+08:00

Finally i come back from LAOS. i finally got the photos! However, most of the photo is too big. I couldnt upload. So sorry peeps. But u guys can go over to take a look. Im a lazy girl.. :P

Well, i shall write down about what i think about this trip.

In this trip, I went with a group people which consists of people whom i have seen before but dunoe that well. However, through this trip, we get to know each other better and we all become good friends. :D

The friendship and the memories that happened in LAOS will still continue even when we came back to Singapore. We went thru thick and thin together in LAOS. Therefore the bond within us became stronger than ever.

We all learnt a lot in this trip and we would want to share with everyone. The fun, the laughter, the memories and the success! All hardwork is being paid off at the end of the trip.

We met lots of wonderful people in LAOS and even get to noe their culture even deeper. We talk and shared our feelings that we have for this trip. All our answer is the same. The ONE and ONLY REASONS that captured our heart that is THE PEOPLE.

Regardless of different races, different country, different languages or different religion, we will try our best to communicate and get to know each other better. We get closer day by day and the more when the day are leaving soon, the more we dont bear to leave and say GOODBYE.

They r really very friendly and helpful. They noe that we have been working hard for this trip to come over there and they noe we would want to have fun and SHOPPING afterall. They will always asked when is our FREE TIME or even if they r allowed to bring us out. We were really touched by their warmth and love. And eventually, we become GOOD FRIEND wit the LAO YOUTH People. We sms, call and invite them to our room for some card games. HAHA

We really had fun for the past few days with them. When its during the last week, we began to get emotional. We said lots of touching words to each other and how much we dun bear to leave to one another. Took lots of photos so as to keep the memories.

They shared with me the first time when we first met and how they feel towards me. I never ever feel so GREAT before. They really compliments me and really know the another side of me. Im simply grateful and thankful to them. They r really my GREAT STUDENT CUM GD FRIENDS i ever get to meet in this trip. Though its just 2 weeks, everything seems so amazing.

We called, sms and msn non-stop when we came back to Singapore. We teared, we sing and we dance b4 we go. That moment is simply unbearable. The friendship and the memories that we created together in LAOS..., do hope it will still grow as stronger as ever.

Now, both sides are saving money to go over again. We really wanna be with each other longer. So now, we must jiayou..!! For friendship and for memories. We will never forget. Deep misses and love to everyone within our group and the ppl over there. :)

Besides that, about our ppl in our group. What can i say about them man...?? HAHA

From a stranger became friends and eventually we became GOOD FRIEND. From a normal fren whom we already noe became BEST FRIEND. We really get along very well day by day. Its my pleasure knowing them and thank God for giving me this chance to met them. They r just one bunch of fun loving people. Reali cant imagine my life without knowing them b4 i graduate. LOLX~~

We depend on each other very much and We even took care of one another at all times. When we saw people are sick, we will show our love and concern towards the person. We took care of them and ensure that they r alright at the end of the day.

Whether over there is hot and humid. Therefore must drink lots of water. In add, we oso ensure everyone safety when we r IN and OUT of the hotel. We always do head count b4 setting off to a place and even leaving the place we are. We will get worried and panic when we lost one person in a team. We became even cautious since den. Cos, afterall, we are at unfamiliar country. We dont know anyone there, unfamiliar with the route and the lang prob with the people. All we have to do is to be HEALTHY and have FUN.

When we get there, we just be as crazy and hyper as we can. We dun care what other ppl might think of us cos this is who we are, the REAL US. We always work things out together no matter what and help one another whoever nid help.

We became closer and closer till though we still can get to see each other the next day, we dun bear to leave. :(

Just wanna thanks the ppl within our grp and LAOS for everything. Thank u for walking with me in my journey and thank u for being part of life. I will always remember the time we spend together. Do hope our friendship still remain as strong and may we always go back to LAOS again.. :D CHEERS

Shopping time

2008-08-18T22:54:00.003+08:00

Took lots of photos each and every day but i couldnt upload it as i dun have the cable. I lost it. Damn! Gonna buy it when i got my pay! If not, i guess i gonna be nagged by my father. Damn!

Went little shopping here and there everyday whenever we had some free time after dinner or in between. The food here is NICE, more to home-cooked food. As for the stuff here, gosh.. ITS CHEAP though there were many lots of imtation stuffs in this kind of country. I bought 2 blurberry belt and 1 blurberry polo tee. It was very nice and i couldnt find this in Singapore so i bought it. This is my 1st time buying branded imtation but however, i am being tempted to buy as the design was flawless. HAHA~~

Cant wait for some more shopping on some other days when we r done with the shopping. I m more looking forward to Morning Market. It was seen but we gonna go there only on this coming SAT.. Cant wait cant wait.. HAHA~~

For those who wanna noe what have i been doing, i have been travelling to and for to the Youth Center. Preparing our lessons for the actual day and the installation part. Though we r in the Air-Con room, we still sweat like hell. We everyday nid to bath at least 3-4 times per day and den one thing is i washed the clothes myself. HAHA~ except bottoms..

Well oh well, im real tired. guess i m gg to slp early today. HAHA~~

Take care ppl. i shall update it tml ;)

p.s: I miss him super badly till the extend he didnt even bothered to ask abt me how am i doin here...i seriously dunoe is he acting blur or wat. i gave him my blog and i wonder if he reads. hmm. all my entries since i first liked him, i blogged abt him and the misses i have for him. But somehow, me n him no progress. So sad.. :( Do hope theres a little hope and progress when i get back to singapore! :D Wish me luck k?? Miss him lots...

Missing him badly

2008-08-18T00:35:00.001+08:00

Im in LAOS right now. couldnt upload photo at the moment. gonna wait till i come back den i upload it all. HAHA~~

I seriously miss him to bits. Every now n den, his image keep appearing infront of me. Damn!

What am i supposed to do??

1 more day to go...

2008-08-13T19:55:00.003+08:00

hey guys. finally the day has come and im leaving spore for two weeks. i reali wanna leave at this pt of time to avoid many things.. REALLY!! Though i will miss the special someone the most! :(

Reali wonder what will i be expecting in LAOS. Good food?? Good environment?? Or even Good shopping place to be?? HAHA~~ I simply cant wait. All i will want is the FUN as the ppl who are going are FUN people too.... wHEE~~

Reali hope there is sth for me to shop for and good food. Den it will make the whole trip more fun!! YEAH~~

If possible, I would want MASSAGE pls. nid to relieve all the muscles pain within my body. have been working hard all this year schooling and working at the same time. It is really very tiring if u guys were in my shoes. :)

Well, gonna be accompanied by my fren when i am gg off that day. hopefully i can get to see the special someone to be at the airport though i may not be the person that he is reali receiving when we come back that day. Reali cant wait to see his MESMERISING SMILE and his small cutie eyes. Thats what i like e most on a guy. REALLY!! Miss him loads... hope he knows it..

pray hard den. u never try, u never noe. its never too late to noe a person well as i said, if u dun try, u will never noe if ur r/s with the person will work anot. HAHA

take care ppl. love ya n miss ya...

Miss Ya
Miss Ya
Miss Ya
Miss Ya
Miss Ya

2008-08-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

feeling damn tired today which i dunoe why. nid a shoulder to lean on and a listening ear to hear me out.

i miss him and i nid love right now.

family love, friends love and of cos, the special love from my mr right.

every here n there, im lacking of love. for now, i shall really leave for laos for self-reflection on myself n the ppl to make certain decision right now.

Hopefully things turn out as what i wish to be. hopefully the guy i like will noe how i feel and im serious. The whole entire entries is all the misses i have for him. how i wish he can gif him n me a chance. u nv try u never noe if the things will work rite?? RIght everyone??

Seng now like someone.happy for him.he always looked for me whenever hes alone or nid someone to tok to. hes a nice guy. hopefully the sacrifice that he made is worth doing it.doing for someone that he like and really love.just what im doing right now though the sacrifice is not that big than him but i hope the words that i written down in this blog will touch his heart if he can sense tt im refering to him :) Alvina always make fun of me n him.. haha.. but too bad lah.. fren fren only. :P JIAYOU SENG!!!

3 more days to go...

2008-08-12T10:22:00.004+08:00

Well 3 more days, i am flying off to LAOS. i have already packed my bag but theres more to check on it. Just in case i forgotten anything.. :P:P U guys should noe how blur i can be at times yeah?? LOLX~~

Deming noe how many things im bringing. N of cos.. he noe that i will get him to carry my stuff. Such fren how to find rite?? :P :P but i try to see what i can take out. If not..., poor deming!! :D

the day im flying off, someone coming back. HAHA.. cant wait to be there and see whats great abt there. Many fren of mine keep asking me to buy this n that... BUT.. im not gonna buy for all. Im alr BROKE and i have so many frens u see.. SO YEAH. Will buy but.. must depend on how much lah hor guys. must understand k?? :P

Below are some pix that i took when im inside my clubroom and even when i am doing configuration thingy on 15 laptops with the team..!! :D Whee~~ I had fun slacking. Its been so long anyway...

Me and Huimin

When we received 15 laptops that time. HAA

Cheese~~~~

When we are serious in doing work. But we are hacker at the same time as one person are dealing 3 laptops at one time ... :D Cool rite?

Here i am with my solo pix.. haha.. i cut my hair. Its time man. Hate my hair when its long. So messy.. i prefer my hair when its short.. just so nice!!! Just nice too :P

Counting down to 7 days

2008-08-08T10:06:00.002+08:00

Hey guys. Sorry for not updating this days as my laptop is with my bro-in-law. And i have been real busy preparing for my OCP trip. soyeah.. HAA~~

So guess what im busy with once again beside my attachment and my ocp?? Of cos is working and meeting up with friends for dnr. Recently, my parents is aways from sg and no one is at hm to accom me for dnr. I jio my fren out and in the end, i got many treats.. :P :P So blessed of me!! HAHA~

7 more days b4 im leaving to LAOS. Flight is 7.40am but arent sure abt the Terminal. gonna wake up damn early for the day. Gonna start packing up. HAA.. I will take more pix and update my blog if i can when im there. So do look out okay. HEHE~~ :P

Take care guys.

p.s: its been 14 days i didnt tok to him.

Do i have healthy R/S?

2008-07-31T12:44:00.003+08:00

You Have Fairly Healthy Relationships

You try your best in relationships, and you do a pretty good job.
You're as considerate, honest, and giving as you can be.

There's always more that you can do, and sometimes you do leave people feeling a bit neglected.
Great relationships don't happen overnight. As long as you keep making improvements, your relationships will get better!

Do You Have Healthy Relationships?

Thank god the test stated that i will have a healthy R/S.

though at times, i may be grubbing abt the things i nid to deal with or unhappy with certain things, i will not hang on it for long. I will forget it the next day. Thats how a r/s should work. As in, when u quarrel with ur bf or so.. , u dun reali angry over it for long. Cos, this will worsen the r/s and the gap between both parties will drift apart even further.

Instead, u can tok things out with ur loved ones. Sort things out and by then, a conclusion. Great R/S dun happened overnite. U will get to learn the mistakes that both of u have encountered and try not or NEVER repeat again. If not, the outcome wun be the same anymore.. :((

With my current status, Single, i tried to foster a gd relationship with all the friends around me and my family. :)

Im honest, considerate and forgiving as much i can be.

Im truthful to the one that truely deserved it. I wun waste my time on those ppl who dun even treasure me and dun cherished the memories tt we both spend tgt.

Im honest with my own feelings. If any of the guy whom i like asked me if i have feelings for him, i will definitely be honest with my feelings and tell him the truth. If not, guess i dun tink i will have the opportunity. But if there is any guy whom i dun like but have feelings for me, guess i will be honest enough to tell him what i feel. Even if i dun hv feelings or interest in the person, i will reject in the first place BUT... i willing to gif it a try and see if things can work out UNEXPECTEDLY.. LOLX. cos i dun wanna missed any more. If i dun try, how i noe things doesnt work out?? YEAH???

I try to be considerate to those ppl around me. Put myself in their shoes as all my friends and loved ones have always been giving in to me. Im reali very thankful to em. Without their love, i guess i wouldnt be able to move on just bcos i dun hv a bf right now.. :D Thanks...

Last but not least, as i have to be considerate, i have to be forgiving as well. I have to put myself in their shoes and think for em. B4 i can conclude anything, i must find out what happen. That is when forgiving is needed. If u dun hear things out, u r unable to understand and forgive. N forever, u r unable to forgive n forget. Well, indeed there are many ppl who have hurted and broke my heart, i will of cos still forgive em... But what they have done, i will never ever forget regardless what happens. SERIOUSLY!! Thats me, im sorry. Forgiving nid lots of courage to do so as i seriously do not wan any unsurvived r/s hanging around whereby i still get to see the person or stay in contact... :((

I Reserved any rights to post whatever i want!

2008-07-31T08:49:00.002+08:00

ATTN whoever fucker have post comments in my tagboard.

This is my blog. i reserved any rights to post or deco my blog. I do noe u have a blog of ur own. But the prob, this is my life. U guys hv no rights to interfere mine! I dun even read other ppl's blog except close friends of mine! So if i dun bother yours, why should u bother abt mine??

PLS GET A LIFE!!!!

Will i be committed?

2008-07-30T19:58:00.002+08:00

You Are Ready, Willing, and Able to Commit

You are not scared of commitment in the least.

In fact, there's a good chance that you're already committed to someone you love.

You are willing to give up a little freedom for relationship stability.

And once you're in a relationship, you'll do almost anything to make things work.

Are You Afraid of Commitment?

I'm a girl who are committed the things that i enjoyed doing or wanted to do. Thats me! I wun gif up easily though the previous post stated that i'm a person who dun stick to one thing for long. Well.. it is indeed true but.. partically FALSE. HAHA~~ What am i talking man.. HAHA~~

But seriously, when it comes to R/S, things will be different and indeed will be committed to the R/S itself with all my heart and soul. Thats is what i longed waiting for and i will treasure it well. BUT.. if the R/S turn out worse or starting to have probs, of cos i will have to settle it well and solve it. I will do everything that i can to make the R/S work and move on. I wun like some other ppl raise up BREAKUP word in any pt of the journey. Cos, some ppl couldnt take it even if u just merely mention it. It never cross my mind and i will never do it for sure.

Thats show what kind of girl i am. Willing to do anything for the guy i love. BUT OF COURSE, the guy must LOVE ME MORE THAN i do.. :P:P We shall see alrite?? HAHA

Can u spot a liar?

2008-07-30T19:54:00.002+08:00

You Sometimes Know When Someone's Lying

You can spot a liar if the liar slips up, but you're not always aware of other people's dishonesty.

Eventually a liar will reveal himself, and you usually will figure out if you've been lied to.

However, someone could be duping you without you knowing it. So watch out for the telltale signs of lying!

Can You Spot a Liar?

i often trusted someone too easily till i always get take advantage or hurt in the end. Am i too soft hearted and too silly??? This includes the guy i like. As i tot he has feelings for me just when he treated me very good, i think else wise. :((

Am i a wimp??

2008-07-30T19:48:00.001+08:00

You Are Not a Wimp

In fact, you are an incredibly tough person.
Your nerves do not get the better of you.

You don't back down from challenges or intimidating situations.
You love the thrill of conquer... so much so that it outweighs the fear of defeat.

Counting down to 17 days

2008-07-29T13:01:00.002+08:00

Time flies. Now i left 17 days b4 i flying off to LAOS and its oso the time for me to tell those friends of mine who is the SPECIAL HIM. Anyway dun pin on much hope on him anymore le which i dunoe how to explain so yeah... *EMO STATE*

My parents went overseas for 9 days or so. They will only be coming back on 3Aug. Which means i have to be MS LONELY at hm for the time being le.. :(

In order to kill my time, i asked friends to have lunch n dinner with me outside. OR EVEN go out till late nite. HAHA..

Well, today i saw Alvin and Samuel from IBT. Alvin finally got gf le. HAHA.. last time he asked me out to tok abt the girl who rejected him but now.. situation changed!! :D Happy for him. But when its his turn to ask me, i become rather sad n emo. dunoe how to tell him but the truth. He feel sad for me and wonder what on earth those guy i like is thinking abt. Seriously, dun ask me, ask em den!! LOLX

Thats all.. feeling sleepy. :P

Whats my name mean??

2008-07-29T01:32:00.001+08:00

What Sharon Chia Siew Juan Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Well the meaning of my name kinda true sia. UNBELIEVABLE. Guess everyone will get to noe the TRUE me after reading it yeah?? So.. THIS IS WHO AM I and WHAT KIND OF PERSON AM I !!

Counting down of 20 days

2008-07-27T00:02:00.006+08:00

Counting down of 20 days. Another day had just passed just like this. And soon, another week gonna start soon.. :((

I simply got too much things bottling me rite now. what should i do? Anyway below are some pix i have taken.

As i simply have lack of sleep, i seldom dress up these days till recently. Below are a pix of it... :)

Recently, managed to call up some friends of mine to have a chit-chat session. Non-stop laughter and at the same time, lots of catching up session. Lots of unexpected things being revealed such as the person that we liked.. HAHA.. BUT TOO BAD.. they never get to noe mine!!! :P:P

I cut my hair and this is how it looks..

On sat, finally is the Street soccer event. The day b4 slept around 2 and woke u around 6.45am. Deing so worried that i overslept, he smsed me and asked if i hv wake up. He bought for me, tiam seng and andy breadfast.. YUMYUM.

The event went rather smoothly than what i expected. HAHA~ However, manpower wasnt enough but still.. everyone was enjoying themselves!! :))

Straight after event, we all slept in our clubroom b4 we had our dinner cum late lunch. HMM..

we had KFC n i treated ANDY as being our referee. Too bad ONG wasnt there... HMM...

Straight after that, we supposed to watch movie. However, they have watched some of the movies and some of the timeslot was rather late. Therefore we decided to eat ice-cream.. YUM YUM... Tiam seng, andy, me and huimin... WOHOOO~~~

We were so full at the end of the day. Non-stop of fun and laughter today. Really didnt regret for not faking my MC. Its been so so long that i enjoyed myself under the HOT SUN.. Hmmm.. HAHA

Below are some of the CamWhore pix that i took with my Treasurer, HUIMIN.. Whee~~~

take care ppl.. tml working full shift. my parents is away for 9 days. Guess i gonna be lonely staying at hm every now n den for those who understand my house situation.. :((

p.s: missing him every now and den.. hope he gets it..

Counting down to 21 Days

2008-07-26T02:04:00.002+08:00

Though i am kinda tired after eating out with Alvina and gang, i decided to blog awhile.. :P

My fren keep asking WHO IS THE SPECIAL HIM?? Well oh well.. i have my reasons for not revealing any single thing about him. In fact, i shall keep it from everyone till after i come back from LAOS. This is bcos i have everything planned b4 i go for him.. :D Wonder what is it?? Go guess den.. :P:P

No matter good or bad the outcome may turn out, i still must let him noe how i feel. Waited for him for 3 mths and its not too much of me to ask him to think abt it seriously for this 2 weeks when im away. Right yeah?? Wonder what im talking about..Dun tell ya!! :P:P

I read my fren's blog and indeed,i get to noe more about that particular someone. As in.. what their perpective towards life including r/s and more. Kinda interesting on some post that they have written.

I do agree that when ya in love, u simply feel easily contented when ya spend just a litte time together. But for my case kinda sad. Cos im not that close to him as all we started it off is thru MSN. So yeah... :( :(

But..wonder how is he now?? Its been 3 days that we didnt chat. No reasons why i didnt chat with him. Im just testing out sth on him!! Wanna make him feel my initative cannot be taken for granted. N i must oso let a guy to love me more than i love him. If not, i wun feel the HAPPINESS and LOVE that i always searching for. Is it really that hard??

Well, i have too much to say right now but i kinda tired as tml gonna wake up super early for Director's cup street soccer organised by Bizen and iHUB. Shit it!!!! ARGH~~~ Hope everything will run smoothly :D Wish me all e best ;)

Take care ppl~

Counting down 21 Days

p.s: I really miss him

Counting down to 22 days

2008-07-24T12:35:00.003+08:00

Today those students going to LAOS met up with Mr Tan in the morning. He brief us the details what is going to happen there. 12 IFC students who were there are confirmed while the rest are still pending. There might be students from BIZ.. Hmmm... We will be divided into two groups. One will be website designing while the another grp will incharge of teaching ENGLISH.. LOLX
It is decided by teacher... N hopefully i get to teach ENG.. :P:P

Confirmed date that we were be going there will be 15-28AUG. Timing couldnt confirm as they have yet booked the Flight tickets. But in any ways, i must inform my working side the unavailability of working for this 2 weeks.

In the preparation of going to LAOS, next week gonna be a tight schedule for all of us. We gonna have to go for medical checking, injection and training. Training will be based on the respectively areas we r incharge with which is either English or Website Designing... All this will be done during our SIP time.. HMMMM....

I cant wait tml cos i am going out to eat with Alvina and gang. HEE~~~ Most of us couldnt wait in fact as we have too much to say and share. Afterall we hardly see or catch up. So.. gonna take this time for some bonding session. HAHA~~~

Enough abt my LAOS trip.., lets abt the SPECIAL HIM den.. :P

It has been two days i didnt click on him to chat. Its kinda a torture to me and the sight of his nick make me feel even tempted to go click on him to chat. ARGH~~~~~

Wonder will he clicked on me soon or...NEVER?? Afterall, he got noticed my nick. So i will keep changing till it caught his attention.. :P:P

p.s: Miss him deep deep

Counting down to 22 Days

Counting Down to 23 days

2008-07-23T12:43:00.003+08:00

How i wish everything can come to an end ASAP can?? Theres so much stress on me. MP SUCKS. supposed to have lots of energy and confidence or even interest but cos of my Supervisior.. SIGHHHH...

LAOS LAOS LAOS.. how i wish i can fly over there soon too. Leave Singapore for awhile.. Kinda sick n tired of the life im hvin now. Even there is nth much to see or shop but still, all i wish for is REST. HEHE~~~ :D:D

Reading some of my friends' blog. Glad that they r movin on happily. Such as Sandra, Dexter, Tzechoong, Pamela, Jel and many more..

I miss em damn lots though some of em no longer close with me anymore :( due to some reasons?? Which im not even sure. They always remembered inside my heart. They brought me joy n laughter that i wun forget. Appreciated! Wish em all e best ;)

Work is boring. A girl just tender and ended up im the only girl in the shop. For the first time, im the only girl in a outlet.. DAMNIT!!! :( Besides, heard sharon is transferring to VIVO. Dunoe if its a gd or bad thing... HMMMM....

Tokyo drift replied my friendster mail. Kinda short i could say. Might as well dun reply. If not bcos of SK ppl, i dun think i would want to msg him.

p.s: I miss him~~~~~~~~

Counting down to 23 Days

Counting down to 24 days

2008-07-22T23:40:00.004+08:00

One day didnt get to tok to him. I MISS HIM~~ Wonder did he find it weird that i didnt msg him in the morning or chat with him on that day.. :((

My buddy dun like him. He find that the guy not suitable for me. Ask me to open my eyes BIG BIG and look around the person beside me. The prob is I DUNOE, how to guess who is the one rite?? GOSH.. I just told my buddy that i prefer the person who liked or interested in me to confess. No pt treating me so good though the feelings can be very sweet and the relationship with the person can build from there. But at times,its reali hard to guess who is the REAL one. Moreover u r surrounded not more than just one guy or only have one guy friends???? HMM...

He kept telling me there are a guy existed but dun wanna tell me. And another pt of time, he got asked if i forsee any chances with the person that he ANYHOW pin point. OMG~~ Stop it man. HAHA~~~ I do noe wanna guess anymore.. :P:P

Today some little update from my supervisior. He still dun hv any news abt the flight timing but we will be flying off to Bangkok followed by Laos. How i wish more on the details so that i can able to pass down the msg to HIM and my working place. :)

Counting down to 24 days

Sorry sorry sorry

2008-07-21T23:30:00.004+08:00

Today kinda scary cos i didnt mean to lie to this guy to i like to paste a link. It supposed to be scary but when he asked, i told him its not and asked him to trust me. i even asked him to listen to both side of his earpiece.

However, he was kinda angry and said i bluff him. I didnt noe he kinda take it to heart and i tot he noe tt im didnt mean it anyway. My intention was just to let him watch that website and den in the end of it LAUGHOUTLOUD. Sigh... Thank god he told me tt hes not angry and claimed that hes not petty. He just asked me dun lie. I noe im wrong. SORRY~

Dun dare to lie to anyone le.. =x

He kinda sounded that he dun wanna tok to me sia.. HOW??Sianzation~~~~

Freezing cold

2008-07-20T00:58:00.002+08:00

Well oh well, the new working place i just transferred to is FREEZING COLD. Gonna bring and wear whenever im working WITHOUT fail. Cold till both hands are kept inside my pockets at all times and it affects my mood too. Moreover, those ppl there are rather boring. WORKWORKWORK and dun tok or play. SIMPLYdiff from the two outlets im working at previously. Why is it so?? Ask me, ask who?? HAHA

Tml working Morning shift. Anson sure gonna release me later till 8. Might as well work FULL nor. GODDAMNIT.. YAWN.

im turning in already. Take care everyone.

p.s: TOKYO DRIFT added me in friendster. I see no pt and i see no sincerity. Wonder will we tok and develope further as friends...

I MISS HIM

2008-07-19T01:37:00.002+08:00

Well oh well, misses him lots. Another more mth, he is coming back le. So thrilled to get to see him. However the time when he come back, i am flying off alr. I still dunoe whats my flight details. Hopefully can be the same HEHE..

Today im so bored n i totally looked very ugly with my spects on. DAMN IT. Thank god it wasnt him around. If he is around, i make sure im in a gd state at all times HAHA

Im BORED

2008-07-18T14:02:00.002+08:00

Gosh... Deming and Darren have EEO CAMP. Leave me alone in the lab doing proj. I am so lonely~~~~~ HAIZ

Brought donuts to school for em including Damien and Larry. Hopefully i can get to eat again this sat since i am working full shift. LOLX~~~~

So tired right now. My eyes is hurting me. Cant reali tahan anymore. Feel like resting my eyes more. :(

Chatted with him today. So happy... :D :D

Well, today i managed to see Chee sai and Joan. So happy to see both of em especially la den i told them the LAOS trip news and they were rather shocked. HAA~~ They keep asking me the same qs as what others asked me too. Asked whats the sudden of me going there. Well oh well... Theres no reasons actually. Basically just to go there to relax and GAIN EXPERIENCE.. ;)

They oso knew abt his return. They kinda find how come GOD is like playing a trick on us?? The date when i am flying off and at the same time he coming back to Singapore. HAHA~~~ But what to do yeah?? If we r fated, guess u guys noe what i mean yeah?? HAAHAA

15Aug

2008-07-17T15:24:00.002+08:00

Im flying off on 15 Aug. Details haven confirm. Will upload once e details are confirmed. :)

The minutes i put tat date on my nick, he MESSAGE me. OH MY GOD~ For the 1st time he clicked on me. HEHE~ He tot the date referrng to his arrival date in Singapore. Den i told him that im referring to the date i am flying off to LAOS den he abit LL already.

He mistaken that i dun wanna tok to him. He sound very hm..angry? HAHA

So cute lah. :P:P

Baofa this days got msg me. Out of the sudden i must say. Messaging for two days already. HAHA~ Non-stop suaning and non-stop logic theories to share. HAHA

Many unfinished tasks

2008-07-16T00:24:00.002+08:00

i dunoe why i seems to have many tasks coming up ever since i am gg to LAOS.

now i am organising a street soccer with BIZEN. Competition match will starts next week. In the meantime, preparation nid to rush out b4 we could meet up the referee and the captain leaders.

besides, since my grp got go to LAOS, we are incharge of learning the Macromedia Studio Dreamweaver and Flash. We nid to finished up the tutorials and have a tutorial on this two programs and teach the rest of the students who are going.

My grp have yet finished the project. im so worried. after the return of the trip, my mp will extend and we will have to continue on there.. :(

Besides, before i leave, there are many things that i will need to settle for my club - iHUB Recruitment Drive, EPS and IFC Camp. Yuanjian, my VP is untouchable as he needs full concentration on his Finals Competition. For now, i have too many things on hand till i cant breathe. Guess im falling sick. However thank god i still have my main com. We r getting closer in a way and im glad we r movin on in this way. Do hope when im away, they are able to handle all by themselves.. :D

Today early in the morning, i cried very sadly cos of someone. A fren who almost have 2yr plus of friendship. I needed help and i needed urgently, thats why i looked up for him. As i need it urgently, i nid him to get back to me asap as how i told to other friend of mine. However, he jumped to a wrong assumption which sadden and gif a shock of my life. He misinterpreted my meaning. He thinks i regard him as a slave where i didnt even say or do so? So i have no idea why he say so or think this way. Besides, i am asking him for help not bcos i regard him as one of my main com or what so ever, this is bcos he is my fren. I tot whenever a person nid help, they can always turn to the person whoever they are a fren of theirs?? Arent we friend? When deming and darren saw the message, they were rather shocked cos i didnt even mean that way as i didnt even write to have that meaning. I was so sad that i cried after reading it out. My tears just keep dropping.... Why must he hurt me one and again...

Besides that, another guy hurted me by lying to me sth. Its hard to say the situation over here. I cried when i told deming i went for toilet. He saw how sad i was and consoled me as usual. But guess..gg LAOS is a gd decision for me. Gif myself a BREAK of everything. Do hope i could enjoy a little when im there. :D

Vivo

2008-07-14T00:26:00.002+08:00

Today went out with Caiyun n Lilian. We updated each other with lots of hot stuffs and gossips as usual. Wohoo~~~ HAHA~ Had lots of fun as usual and i indeed miss them lots.

Today was my first day at VIVO. Got some misunderstandings but too lazy to type it here. HAHA~~ But over there, was very cold i can say. Gonna bring jacket the next time le :D

Well, there is sth i would like to raise it up here to everyone.

I do noe some of u guys read my blog but pls kindly do not raise any issue that i written in my blog in public esp those who didnt catch up or dunoe that i have blog. Kinda weird when i met this kind of situation as i will sometimes dun feel like answering any. So do seek of ur understanding. :)

Besides, theres nth wrong tt i have someone new in mind. Though the person that i liked previously still remains in my heart. He wun be forgotten that easily. :)

Belated celebration

2008-07-12T20:31:00.002+08:00

Once again, it seems i am still havin my belated celebration. Once again, no cake haha~~~ But its okay cos i managed to celebraion wth those grp friens whom i wanna celebate with. Unlike some friends who promised me so but didnt hold on to their promises. It doesnt matter did u get me anything as long U GUYS are there to celebrate my big day! I guess everyone would want all their friends to be around for their bday without anyone less..

Ytd meet up with Josephine,Angel,Geraldine,Crystal, Syaza and Liyana. Thanks for the present. I'm lovin it!

Counting the total no of bags in my room right now, are countless. Gonna clear my room mess sooner next few weeks b4 i fly off to LAOS.

For ur info, my grp are selected to go to LAOS together with our supervisior and the rest of the 17 students to LAOS. We will be gg there as a grp to teach website designing and setting up of wireless network connection!

I'll be busy in few weeks time. Attending course and learning of some lang as we will have to use very very simple and basic eng assising them.

Kinda looking forward but at the same time, gonna be missed. Two days b4 he came back, i wun be around. So during the two weeks, i may not noe what will happen or even in the process of the preparation, will there be any change. I shall wait and see.. :D

Below are some presents whom i received from my collegues and poly friends. Quite some time ago, its just that im too lazy to take any pix.. :P

By huiru and shufeng

By Gerard and huizhen

By lilian, Felicia and caiyun

pix time

2008-07-09T11:54:00.003+08:00

A secret guy

2008-07-09T11:11:00.003+08:00

well, the past few days i feel reali tired. guess beside waking up so early everyday early for my MP, i have to go to work every tues and thurs on weekdays. Indeed tiring. YAwn~~~

As i mentioned in my previous post abt the guy that i missed dearly, everybody started asking me WHO IS IT when i went for Eric bbq last Fri.

Well, not i dun wanna share with u guys. I shall keep it a mystery den. U guys should noe i wouldnt or never ended with a guy that i truly like. But in fact, i never say i like or love him. Just interested nor. Alrite guys?? The guy is i choose de. So if in the end, i get nth when he returns, i keep telling myself that i shall not be too sad cos it is very expected for the outcome. So jiayou sharon!!! HAHA

I went home quite late around 1plus or so and wake up the next morning to accompany Nancy to look for her Wedding Door Gifts. Helped her pick a few and gave her a few suggestions. She decided to go to Malaysia to buy as it will be cheaper and we will den be helping her decorating.. :DD I will be helping her with the design of her Wedding Video and oso be one of her Jiemei on the day when she get married. Whether or not i will be invited to her wedding dinner, i dun expect much lah. Cos as long she's happy can already. I just do whatever for her to make her wedding the most memorable ever will do :D

Though i just transferred to North Point, the working environment and the ppl there im working with is LITTLE different when im in J8. The friends of cos couldnt compared to those that i know from J8 esp those from S&K. They r my dearest of the dearest that i have. Nv ever feel so sister-ly love.. Reali miss em lots!!

As for Nancy, she is very differen from Sharon my 1st in-charge. Nancy wouldnt force ppl to work as long they r reali free or wanted to work cos she have too many staff in the outlet. As for sharon, she wouldnt care if u wanna have a rest or wanted to go out with ur friends, she just care abt herself that she have enough rest. When she have enough manpower, she will go to smoke as many times as she wants and break as long as she want. Nv met such a selfish in-charge till i worked under Nancy. Initially, i was very worried that i couldnt get along with her though Sharon called her AH MA. but never i tot Nancy oso couldnt TAHAN Sharon's attitude till she keep scolded her.

Nancy is differen.. why different? Let me tell u...

She is not as unreasonable than sharon. Just when i wanted to take a short break though i had one, she allowed me so. When i had extend my break time, she wun scold me but.. JOIN in.. HAHA.. Den she would share with me lots of things and dun expect anything back.. unlike sharon. What a ASSS. ..

she noe that i getting closer with nancy and im working less. But i just wanna let her noe i'm human, i nid a rest too.

I rested for two weeks and here i am to get back to work yet she complaint. I hate her nonsense and i had enough. I'm transferring out again.. So far no notice yet. Either Suntec or Vivo. Getting further from my school and my house leh..Sianzation :( Yawn.. HAHA

Deming these days keep cheering me on.HAHA He so cute! How i wonder my life without him. My best friend cum buddy!!! HEHE~~ I miss pang too. Only the two of them understand me the most more than anybody else. Girl friends i oso have lah but dunoe where she is le. She seems very busy. MIA le. Wanted to tell her i missed her so much.. Hope when she read this post, she will contact me soon... :D

Thats all ppl. enjoy~

Emo time

2008-07-02T01:33:00.003+08:00

I dunoe why these days i feel so emo. Angry, frustrated over small little thing. I just couldnt calm myself down n think thoroughly. Perhaps i am too stressed over my club and proj stuff? I oso dunoe..

I miss him lots. Wonder when will he returns? I will keep waiting for his return n hopefully i dun wait for nth. Though there are some little progress in between us but i do expected more... All i am doin now is to chat with him everyday and show him tt i do reali care for him. But i'm glad tt i managed to stay by him when he is sick esp. Do hope i am there for him and stand by him always.

Fantasy and dreams will never come true as i what i expected. For now, ppl tell me other stories. So what i ended up with someone else? Perhaps the person who could gif me the happiness that i wanted den i am the one putting the effort. Whats true happiness an whats true love? Can someone tell me???

Whee~~

2008-06-27T23:58:00.002+08:00

Though bday is over.. i still received presents. There are some more belated celebration holding on.. HAHA.. This is bcos my schedule is alway clashed with my friends. When i am free, they are not.. Vice versa. :((

But still.. thanks for the thoughts. Appreciated!! :))

I received a Adidas Jackt and a White Hyposis bag from Baleno team!

And i received a DKNY perfume by SnK team!

So sweet all of them... have the effort and time to celebate for me and choose a ideal present for me!! Some still couldnt have the time to meet me up.. SADDED.. Ended up BELATED again.. :((

Anyway im feeling rather tired these days. Feel like sleeping all the time. Perhaps no progress on my grp projects and we r getting sick n tired of everything. We kept doin our club stuff instead esp me. Too many things to do for ihub anyway. But ihub is progressing and i can for sure it will be far more better than previous few batches. and im happy with that kind of results. :)) Hope things get better in few more time. :))

thats all for now. Gonna work two day full shirt this week.. :((

CCA Merit Award

2008-06-14T00:43:00.005+08:00

Today i went to receive the CCA Merit Award. I was smartly dressed up for this day and even took pix. I wanted to take pix with karen and gang but they were seems busy with their clicks so i didnt bothered and left sadly...

Below were some of the contented pix.. HAHA~ Still have some more over at Huizhen's side. Gonna ask from her.. WHEE~~

The ceremony was rather long due to the overwhelming response for the ppl signing up. HAHA~ One award can be given out to more than 50 students i guess.. or even 100?? Lolx~~

Most enjoyable performance is the dancing. Whoo~~ Feel like dancing..

Managed to meet up with alot of ppl that i missed such as Xinlong and the graduates.. HEHE

Me.Samuel ( Current ESC VP )

Me.CheeYong aka Cheesai

I wanna laughed when its his turn to receive the award. As we promised within our grp not to shout out his nickname, we stand up to cheer and clapped for him. Arent he feel honoured? Yes he did and he was shocked as he initially wanted to act cool but he just couldnt stop laughing till his eyes is getting smaller..HAHA

Me.Farhan

Me.Boonhan

Me.Kaiwen

His name was pronounced wrongly. We were laughing out loud and many ppl who know him teased him. I guess the Emcees do realised it... hmm...

Me.Wenghao

Me.James.. My YO MAN

Me.SAMUEL once again

Me.Joan, Cheeyong's gf!

Me with the smart sweet looking outfit with the CCA Merit Award - Leadership!

My bday~~~

2008-06-13T22:13:00.008+08:00

Happy bday to me...
Happy bday to me...
Happy bday to sharon...
Happy bday to me!!!!

No bday song!! No bday cake!! But...

I received quite a no of gifts this year like as if what my mum said " It seems u r celebrating ur 21st bday!! "

Well.., i never tot of that far cos in fact..., i dun wish to be 20 year old!! :( Gosh...

Finally turned 20 this yr n in fact b4 i turn "2", i went thru lots of up and down until i went till so far.

Friends come n goes in to my life as they wish when i entered poly. Just when i wished so much that THEY were the one who could be there for me, they will always not there. Sometimes like what my fren always say abt me... I shouldnt be tooo nice to ppl cos i always dun get what i should deserved. Why do they say that?

I always remembered my Dearest Friends bday cos i tot THEY were my good friends though at times, i wished em late. But at least, i rmb their bday!! I prepared gifts for them and i even celebrated for em regardless how busy i was or even broke. In add, just when they needed a listening ear or a shoulder to lean on, i will always TRY to be there to console them or TRY my best to cheer them up. However, I failed to received what i should deserved to be treated.

They didnt wished me a simple HAPPY BDAY though they didnt celebrated for me or even prepared a thing for me just like what i did for them. Kinda sad huh? I oso think so.. but do they noe? I hope so..

But THANK GOD i still have this bunch of friends who are always there for me without fail. They knew how much i wanted those ppl to be there with me too to walk with me thru the end of my life but somehow i failed to hold on to the friendship. BUT.. i will never ever forget the fun good memories that we spend together when we USED to be closed.

I just wanna say a BIG THANK U to someone of them for being once my friend. I just wanna let u noe that i do reali misses u guys when i reali say so and i still behave very friendly to u guys regardless how cold u treated me or even how lesser time we r spending together. I'm a person who do reali cherish friendship and treasure the memories. If one day u guys asked me out out of the sudden, i will still go out with u guys IF i am free cos at least it makes me feel that i'm remembered. :) However, not gg to think of all these anymore.As long i see from the surface that u guys r doing great with ur current life now, i am really really very contented. Wish u guys all e best in whatever u do and stay happy always. Feel free to look for me if u nid someone to tok to, i will still definitely be there just for u ;) U can have my word!! :D

Back to this topic of this entry... 12June is my bday. OMG~~ Pls do not ever mention my age anymore. It seems very sensitive to me now!! HAHA~ As i kept telling my friend : " Age is always a woman's secret!! " How i wish i am forever 18! That is the most happiest moment of my life where all my friends have graudated are around my side always and the friends whom i used to close with are there with me... WHEE~~ Old memories is still e best but somehow i have to move forward instead of holding on.. Afterall the person who will suffer will still be me!! :(

I went out with my classmates, Laura and Huiyun. We went to chinatown Kbox and had Japanese dinner at PS. HEHE~ Spend alot but still.. had lots of fun. Took lots of photos too but somehow too lazy to upload ALL.. cos.. too MANY le.. HAHA~~~

The present that they got for me!! Thank u guys ;)

Me.Laura Me.Huiyun

That night after Kbox, my mum and dad gave me a watch. One of my bday wishes. Lols~ Though it is rather simple but i'm lovin it. I LOVE Black watches. At least it wun get dirty easily...HEHE~~ Regret getting a white Adidas watch for myself. HAHA

Few days before my bday, I started receiving some presents and sms-es asking me what present would i wish for.. HAHA~ What a strange questions to ask me. What i would wish for already wrote in my blog le.. too ex for students like my friend who dun work to get for me. HAHA~ But they still have the thoughts and effort in searchin high n low for a ideal thing for me. HEHE~

Me.Kim Me.Samuel

A customised Stamp designed by Handa aka Panda. Nice rite? Touched..

How i wished all with my beautiful solo pix.. HAHAA

For the past 2 weeks, June have been preparing lunch for me as a compensate for me. As there is one day, she's sick and no one accompanied her to see doc. Regardless how strict i knew my CU is and the progress of my project tt i need to rush b4 my PR1, i brought her with Szejun's driving to see doc at her hse nearby clinic. Just when i reached sch, so suay that my CU supervisior was asking wheresmybout. No choice plus no choice that Deming have to tell her tt i went to see doc so as to drag the time a little bit longer. I rushed out once again to see doc and get MC just to prove her and it costs me $30.

Below is the mini feast that June prepared for me for my bday present! I really had my stomach fully filled up.. HAHA

A small little mirror accessories box, earrings and a pin from June

Teddy bear and Precious moment by Alvina, Huihui, Szejun and TiamSeng

I received this when i was going in to my i.HUB room and Tiamseng happened to see me there and passed to me. I wanna laughed the way he passed to me. Very shy, very paiseh. Really LOLz~~

I kinda shocked when i received a toy cos some ppl noe i'm not a fan of toy unless is ppl who caught it or win it during arcade. HAHA~ and the fur oso.. I prefer those short and not fury soft toy, at times, i will sneeze..

But too bad the toy is really very cute that i heck care...

Went to have dinner at Swensen with Kim. We had our baked rice and ice-crea as dessert. We were so full that we went round shopping at Century and TM b4 we headed our way back home. HAHA. It was rather tiring that day cos i didnt had enough slp and i even took 5 days off for this week just in case if there is any sudden dates and at the meantime for me to take a rest!!! HEHE

This is a beautiful necklace with a big heart and a butterfly on it by Rodney, Xinmei, Kim and Liying

I really loved this necklace that they got for me. They were so worried that i might not liked it but guys.. I'm LOVIN it k? No worries. It suits me very well and it matches my outfit for that day. Thanks to em!! :)

HUGO BOSS Femme Perfume by Huanwei

One of a present that i most looking forward. HAHA~~
He smsed me to ask wat i want and he said he would like to get sth that i dun have or wish to have. HAHA~ and i told him.. In the end, he told me he is going to get for me sth else instea. Just when i meet him up b4 meeting the rest for dinner on a day b4 my bday, he passed to me shyly on his car. HAHA~~ He told me that he reali sacrifice his sense of smell on choosing this for my bday. HAHA~ He smell too many till he got dizzy and ALMOST cnt smell else things.. HAHA~ Hilarious the way he say.. But appreciated it la.

He bought cos the smell is not so strong and the bottle is nice. Indeed, he picked a right one for me. I like sweet and light fragrance. He chose based on a guy's view. He said a guy wouldnt like girl's perfume to be too strong. If not, the guy will feel as though they will get SUFFOCATED as the smell is too strong that they cant breathe FRESH AIR. Very exaggerae rite? Den Deming added that its time for me to change as he always complaint that my perfume is too strong... :P:P:P But thank god when i applied Huanwei's perfume, he didnt complaint that much. :D

8GB iTouch by many ppl whom they haven compiled the names to me!

A big THANKS to Bel for gathering ppl to chip in for this present. HAHA~ It is not cheap but the effort that he put in by asking around and gather ppl to chip in to buy this for me. Initially i heard they gonna get for me iPhone instead... HOWEVER, he had HARD time collecting money from everyone as some have attachment outside sch or even went for holiday during their term break holiday. Poor him.. He had no choice but had a change in plan of getting me a iTouch instead. But still.. Deeply appreciated!!

I would like to thank deming and darren on this too. HAHA~ Always very bad to me and keep telling me no present and surprise. Indeed no surprise but got present from em. Sry for forgetting their bday and even wished em super late. HAHA. but i did managed to get for em a belated present and they loved it but i dunoe why they kept rememeber the issue. Guess they do reali mind. I guess i should treat em even better now!! HAHA esp.. DEMING.. one of my bestie!!! HEHEE

PUMA bag by my Elder sister and Brother-in-law,Mike

Once again received a bag from my sister. Always get for me bag instead of sth else. HAHA~ cos she said at least both of us could share. ERRRRR... HAHA~ But i like it cos of the design.. HEHE~~~

A bikini and a dress by my Brother and his gf...

A present prepared by my brother's gf especially. HAHA
Kinda shocking to receive a Bikini. Initially kim that grp of ppl tot of getting me but i rejected it cos i dun reali wear to beach and i dun go beach too. HAHA~ But she mangaged to ask her friend to get for me a bikini from Hawaii. It is very cute indeed. As for the dress, i saw it from a CCT-Fashion website but couldnt get it cos..long story.. but she managed to find it at her working place nearby. HEHE~

Last but not least is another necklace from Huizhen and Gerard. Didnt take any pix cos hp memory no space.. OPPS.. Regardless how busy both of them were such as DATING, they still didnt forget abt me. HAAH~~ Guess i gonna wear accessories often. Cos now i dun even wear any accessories out to match my clothes. Now i am just too lazy on all these shits. HEHE~~

Last but not least, a BIG thank u to all though i have yet celebrated my bday with ALL my friends such as my sec sch and my SnK collegues. Gonna look forward what they r planning for me. HEHE~~ Besides that, there is one time my friend asked me whats my GREATEST wish for my bday besides hoping to find my MR RIGHT.. I just tell em how i wish i could earn more money so that my parents dun have to work or even worried abt money issues. I just want them to rest more and be more happy!! Regardless how lesser time we r spending our days together, i just wanna let em noe that i do love and care abt them. Not we dun wanna accompany them, is just that we have our own things to do now and we r working hard for money just to have a better life ahead. Do hope they understand this pt.. Afterall, they dun gif me any money ever since i entered poly. Ownself work and ownself led my life as i want to... :)

Hope after my bday, it will be a brand new months for me to move on. Keep on strong, SHARON and stay happy and worried-free.. HEHE

Something that i would like to share with u guys - Part 15

2008-05-29T00:09:00.002+08:00

Suddenly feel so EMO.. dunoe why.

Sometimes i do wonder is there anything wrong with me or even do i reali so STUPID? why do i say so bcos sometimes i will asked am i so ugly or worse till the extend no one likes me or even the person that i like will like me too. Kinda sad when it comes to relationship. It seems nth goes smoothly over my side when it comes to Love. N even when someone likes me, i will never finds out unless someone tells me or the person confessed to me.

Even if i can sense there is sth more within the person towards me, i wun dare to think any more than that as my 6th sense is always WRONG though they said girls' 6th sense is very accurate. But somehow i dun tink so. Perhaps i just merely too innocent, simple-minded or.. NO EXPERIENCE? I simply no idea... :(

I will even tok to my mum or sis abt it whenever i reached home very moody and lonely. All they said is to ask me SLIM DOWN! If i ever slim down and the person that i like, likes me back or even ppl starting to like me, i dun tink i will accept this kind of LOVE. To me, true love do exist if only the person that likes me like me too or even reali discover the inner beauty in me. I dun have to like the person at the first place but the person who likes me, impressed me! :D

Is my expectation too high?? Many of my friends said so but somehow, i dunoe if its true!!

CLEO magazine Horoscope section stated love opportunity is comin and i have to seize any chance by all means and be selfish. Be clear in what i wanna say and playing hard to get will work! But somehow, i never enconunter this b4 and i dunoe if it will happen to me.. HAHA

Thats all for now. Missing some special ppl who r not in Singapore and ppl who graudates. Reali hope they do come back often or come back soon!! Bday coming soon.. Hope it will be memorable bday once again with SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE !!! :D

Something that i would like to share with u guys - part 14

2008-05-28T00:46:00.008+08:00

Recently went out with my sec sch gang and my Snk gang!! Omg~~ No pix have send to me yet but nvm.. gonna upload whatever i have from my handphone!! Afterall, my hp is still e BEST ;) Whee~~~

Reali missing lots of people right now esp my working clicks!

I gonna miss Lilian, Felicia and Caiyun to accom me to do lot of things such as....

Shopping, eating, gossiping, scolding, quarrelling, sharing...

These were the things that we normally enjoyed doing when we see each other at work. Reali used havin them since i start working at Baleno! Esp Caiyun and Lilian.

They were the 1st two whom i noe from SnK. Slowly, i began to feel i'm part of SnK Family. Noe alot of ppl from SnK and many tot i'm one of them but so sad, i'm not! Many wonder how i noe them and how come we r so close like sisters!! Thats how strange a friendship could be when it comes by and built up so strong unknowingly.

3 of them send me a text msg on my last day of work at Bishan. They sound super EMO than me but i'm very glad and touched. Reali nice knowing them and have them as my friend. They always think of me whenever they got outings or theres sth to share wit me. Reali the foursome!! Lolx~~

Well, i will try my very best to keep in contact wit em regardless how busy i am. REALLY!! Trust me k? Sisters!! :))

My bday comin soon le. Nid to schedule out which day is for which group of friends as some of them have started calling me out!! Whee.. so happy!! Hope i can get to receive suprises and gifts that i wanted. haha~~ YIPEEE~~~

Below photos is taken when i went out with my sec sch classmates. Its been so long since we last met each other and this is oso our first time gg out with this grp of ppl.. Lolx~~~

Had lots of catch up and we reali had fun.. More pix coming up.. nid to get from JO!!!! :D

Wonder when are we meeting again... HEHE~ Guess the next meet up will be celebrating my bday!! WHEEEEEE

Me.Geraldine

Me.Josephine

Me.Angel

Angel.Me.Josephine

Me.Syaza

Me.Liyana

Me.Crystal

Something that i would like to share with u all - Part 13

2008-05-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

these days have been real busy for me i guess. Finally my outlet at J8 have closed down and i am transfering to North point outlet. Tml will be my 1st day there. Hopefully i can get to adapt to the new environment! :)

I reali missed my SnK damn lots and we went out tgt recently on Sat. We went to Fish & Co so as to celebrate Lilian's bday. We bought for her Lee Hwa Destinee pendant! She's lovin it ;)

Well, got some photos to upload but i have yet to receive all. Will upload once i receive it :D

Feeling damn emo now. Cos someone whom i have a crushed on leaving for overseas attachment. I wanted to send him off but somehow sth is stopping me. Kinda very sad and dun bear. He told me that he's sensitive and hopefully he is able to sense how i feel. Hopefully i can sense how he feels towards me too :(

Sigh.. It seems i have lots of things to do. nid to rush off my project by 11JUNE den i can get to enjoy my bday peacefully.

Friends have been asking me out for bday celebration! Very happy to hear that! :D

thats all. Do take care

B4 i forget. Do vote my friends for ESC tml till thurs!! They are Alvina,Andy,Samuel,Eddie,Deming,Darren,Eunice,Eekian,Belvin,Jel,Szejun etc!! Do make ur choice wisely!! Cyber Center!!! Thanks a million ;)

Something that i would like to share with u guys - Part 12

2008-05-22T00:06:00.002+08:00

Hey guys. Here i am once again to update my blog after some time.

Been reali busy and tired cos nid to get up damn F***ing early for my MP. 6AM in the morning! Can u imagine how early is that? I simply have no choice as i nid to walk to Hougang Inter to take 72. I couldnt take 27 anymore due to the traffic jam and the tamp busstop is always full. As a result, i was always late for my MP for 1-2 Mintues. SICKENING!! So by taking 72, i will be able to reach sch by 8.30am or even b4 9am! Thank God.. Phew!

For now, besides that, sometimes after i clocked out from my MP, i nid to rush down to work. As my outlet is closing, i will have to be transferred to NP to work. :( I gonna miss Bishan lots lots lots. Missed my working collegues, SnK collegues and LEE HWA handsome guy. Lolx~ Thinking back, it is reali funny. Dunoe them that well, yet the person that i will missed the most will be the ppl from LEE HWA! Wahah.. Bobian.. there got the most charming, cute guys working at j8. Other than that, i dun tink i see any. Haha~ One of the reasons that motivates me to come to work everytime. Lolx~

HEhe, besides that, i have GOOD NEWS to announce to u guys. I am current PRESIDENT for this year iHub. One of the diploma club of my course. Kinda shocking to hear this? I tink many is damn shocked to noe abt this. HAHA~ I reali not running ESC this time round and many dun believe man. N now, u guys have to really believe me this time. I said i'm not running means i'm not. So dun doubt me that i'm lying to u! Afterall, theres nth to hide and i dun see any reasons why i should lie rite? But anyway, ESC election is coming soon! i'm gg to decide who should my votes goes to! Really! ppl tink running a club is easy and simple-minded. When u entered in, really thats in! Never ending events and arising problems. So yeah. All e best den!!! Haha~

But still, i would want to work in ENG event esp april and oct orientation! Hehe~ hopefully they will look up for me to help out. Cos if they reali ask, i will definitely help em without considering any thing else besides my club and work side. HAHA~ YEAH!

Tml gg out with my sec sch fren. Cant wait! Its been so long since i reali meet up with the rest! WAHAHA~~~~~~ THats all. Take care ppl! Ciao

Something that i would like to share with u guys - Part 11

2008-05-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

MP is getting BORING~

I don't know if u guys know what projects i am working on.

My group is actually doin gaming. Initially we r designing games for PSP however, i tink we will have to move it to XBOX. We will still have PSP games as part of our project but it will be a simple point-to-click games due to many limitations.

Doing PSP, we will have to buy the SDK and it costs around $8000+ in the market. However, we get student package at a lower rate around $4000+. Our supervisior, find its rather expensive and dun tink the school will be able to sponsor so much on our group. After a discussing with the company, the price is kept it around $3000 and below. However still, i dun tink we r able to get SDK as the price is not yet confirmed. So, our supervisior suggested our group to change our project and focus on Xbox.

Kinda no meaning for our grp. We were so excited and enthu on our project. But due to the delay in alot of things and the research that we found is rather demoralising. Alot of limitations on lots of software. Even those software that dun require any SDK to port the games over to PSP, they dun have any audio effects. If so, whats the use rite?

Sigh.. Today i didnt go to school. My group managed to learn ANOTHER software which is for XBOX. Tomorrow when i go back, i still nid to work on PSP thingy n den learn the new program.

We went thru lots of writing of emails and research on PSP. but somehow, it gonna be a little waste for our groups. But still, if teacher dun wanna fight for us, theres nth much we can do too regardless how persistant we want for our project :((

GSS is coming soon. and i simply cant wait. Got things in mind tt i wanna get. Hopefully can get it at a cheaper rate. Better work MORE this month.

J8 Baleno is closing soon. Next wed will be my last day of work at Bishan. Kinda dun bear to leave that place cos that place holds alot of good memories. Sigh. Wonder if my new working place will have the same environment that i wish for...? Wish me luck den... ;)

Hope everyone are doing fine. Do keep me updated and ask me out cos i always go home after my MP or even go work after that. So yeah~~~ Want my number, ask me personally!! :DDD

Something that i would like to share with u guys - Part 10

2008-05-13T22:20:00.006+08:00

Recently, My sister's ROM just ended. Kinda very happy for her though in between they went thru alot of ups and down together. But can see my sister is really happy for that day. She reali looking forward for this day to arrive. So yeah~ Tears of joy!

I wore the outfit that i wore for my DND. But have a changed in the hairstyle only! :D
I still look very gorgeous and cute on that day lolx~ :P
Many of her friends couldnt recognise me and compliment me! Hehe~~ HAPPY!!! Whee~~~

Wish my sis the best of luck ever!! Happiness is the most important of all. How i wish i can able to noe what is happiness and love is all about.

Once again. HAPPY FAMILY :D

Something that i would like to share with u guys - Part 9

2008-05-06T21:41:00.002+08:00

No pix i this post. So sorry. I decided to write instead. HAHA~ Pardon if its long :P

Well, i read some of my friend's blog. Kinda happy for em as at least i noe they r doing fine at their side and they r happy with their life now. Though i no longer staying by their side as i used to be, i still love, care and misses em as i always do. They r forever in my heart wherever i go. How i wish they do really noe how i feel.

They claimed that i changed and they always claimed that i have no time for em. But the truth is, i dun relai dare to ask em out or even join in their fun though some of the ppl in their grp asked me to join in. I feel abit weird if i just joined in like this unless the whole bunch in that grp asked me to join in. At least i will feel more welcomed.

Friends friends friends. Where are all my dearest frenz whom i used to have all by my side??? Can i noe??? Can someone tell me?? I miss the past moments b4 some graduates or even drift away from me. I simply have too much to say to em except some ppl whom i totally given up hope on em. Seriously~

A stab in my heart and tears keep rolling down my cheek. No matter how many times i wiped it away, the pain will never go away. No matter how hard i tried to dun bother and moved on with my life, the sight of em makes me tink of em even more.

Sometimes i do wonder, who am i to em and how do i stand in their heart?? Just when they nid me, i'm always there but somehow, they dun seems to nid me anymore.

I do agreed what Ain told me. Sometimes in our life, we do nid to pay a price. Just when i entered ESC, things totally changed including my life,my friendship and my love.

Is this what i should deserved?? Does they really understand my situation? Does they reali noe how i reali feel? Have they ever put themselves in my shoes?? Or even.. does they still regard me as fren or even do they reali misses, care or love me when they do say so??

Many questions in my mind which i have no answers. I shall just let it go and moved on n keep smiling to them whenever i see em.

Take care my friends. Thank u for being part of my life and it will always stay inside my memories till i graduate.

Something that i would like to share with u guys - part 8

2008-05-06T00:04:00.005+08:00

Oh man. I am getting tired. Dared to slp without caring if i will get caught. Missing many people. So many ppl inside my mind. I am so stressed ARGH~~~ How i wish there is someone to brighten up my day!!!

Deming Serious Look Darren Hardworking Look

Just when i wanna take my self pix, someone just like to disturb me and trying to be EXTRA.. (DEMING)

Below pix, deming is trying to act as BATMAN and darren is trying to act is JAY CHOU. OMG~ They look more like a hidden mask GHOST =X

Recalling back, i have been blogging for more than 4 years but still not as FAMOUS as Xiaxue lah. HAHA~ I not so pretty neither do i blog some interesting or amazing stuff. I'm not praising her that she is better than me but somehow, HAHA~~~ I dun reali fancy her but more to the things that she shop. LOLX~~

Now, i am trying to update my blog more often cos i reali got so much to say in here. In sch, i cant blog cos not convenient and while at home, my sis kept herself to the lappy and i cant use. :( so.. i always stay up late to blog as much as i can. :)

I reali misses all my friends out there even those whom i used to be close with. I guess they have changed and they have forgotten me. I shall let em be and set them free from my side. So stop saying that I DAO or what. Cos u guys started it first and u guys made me behave in this way so yeah. But seriously, i still love u guys and misses u all.....

Something i would like to share with u all - Part 7

2008-05-05T16:49:00.004+08:00

MP is getting boring and tiring. Everyday clock in, we have been doin the same thing over n over again. Make me wanna slp any time i want. And i'm getting short tempered. ARGH~~~~

Ytd i have work. I worked Afternoon shift. It was boring of cos. Lolx~~~~

But thank god, HUANWEI came to look for me to have dnr.. WHEE~~~~

We ordered quite a no of dishes. All thanks to HIM as he claimed that he's not tt hungry but just when he saw other table's order, he decided to order some more. OMG~~ I almost couldnt finished mine.. but.. he managed to help me finish HEHE :P

Well the reasons for meeting him is i nid to pass him present tt i prepared for him. He LURVE it so yeah. Thank god!!! PHEWWW.. I guess whenever my fren bday, i will try to buy sth which they nid or will be in gd use rather than sth which is not practical. If i am buying alone, perhaps the cost of the present is OMG but if i am sharing with a grp, sometimes is cos the things is too costly or even i have no idea what to get for the person nor. LOLX~~ Afterall its the thoughts that counts rite??

I oso cant wait for my bday to be coming soon. ITS JUNE!!!!!!!!

Well. ltr gg to work. Gg to have a long rest in the bus while travelling.

see ya ppl... :P

Something that i would like to share with u guys - Part 6

2008-05-03T23:46:00.015+08:00

Took lots of photos this week. wanna write more but somehow i was realy busy these week too cos after my MP, i went to work or even had a date wit my friends to have dinner. Phew~ Spend quite alot.

Had my pay recently and i bought quite a no of things as usual.

I bought a black cardigan at $16 from Cotton Candy, a tube dress at $33 from Far East, a top at $10 form Cotton On, a black silk shorts at Hypnosis at $30, a black Op shorts at $23.I tink should be thats all ba. But during the holidays, i bought shoes, tops, bags and even WATCHES. Yeah~~ lolx~~ Dun scold me if i spend too much. Thats me! Cnt blame. Wanna take pix of it but somehow too lazy lah. Lolx~~

Cos my friend oways asked if i bought anything these days and wanna noe how it looks. Or even they will see when i wear or carry den asked if its new or what. HAHA~~

Thats why when they wanna go shopping, they oways tot of asking me along!! Haha~

I am simply a nice shopping partner to shop with. N seriously, thats what i reali heard from my friends. They enjoyed shopping with me n they always bought alot of things that they wun regret and they like it very very much :D

I am one kind of girl can be fussy on the things tt i am looking for or choosing but at times, i can easily buy things without considering. In the end, my waredrobe is filled with many clothings and bags now. OMG~~ Mummy is scolding me like hell....

But if u guys dunoe, i feel even much more happier when i bought something. Thats why i LOVE SHOPPING!! :DDD I dun have to care abt anything else n concentrate to look at the things tt i like n buy as long i like it.

Somehow my heart always feel insecure, hollow and.... unhappy. Dunoe what is true happiness is abt at all. So when i am shopping, u guys should noe how i feel... But when things changed,i guess i wun be like now anymore.

Besides working,schooling and shopping, nth else. Besides after working, i go home, theres nth i can do. HAAH~~ Thats how boring my life could be!! :DDD I'm just a boring person!!! =x

Below are the pictures that i took at certain period of this week. ENJOY!!!

Me.Huiru Me.Shufen.Huiru

Just when i was feeling bored, i decided to draw out my project storyboard

Took 31 snap shots while we r inside Mr Tan office.

Prog BBQ

Recently i had a APR Orientation Prog BBQ on Thurs, LABOUR DAY. Whee~~~ So happy and i simply looking forward for it as i can get to gather with my PROGRAMMER again though i had lunch with em EVERYDAY. I simply not sick n tired hanging out with them. Cos.. With their nonsense, craps and jokes, simply brighten any one day!! :D Not a joke but the fact!

I joined in the fun aft my work. The bbq was boring in fact cos i couldnt reali mingle with everyone. Everyone seems to be in diff clicks and groups. Kinda not happy with it la. But after awhile, it is much better

For the first time and after so long, got ppl finally drive me back home. Haha! Huanwei send me and vanessa back. Hehe~~~ His car was the BEST i tell u. why? cos it is very comfortable and his driving was whoo~~~ Lolx~~~ Good, i like!!! :D but the journey back home was fun!!

Me.Vanessa

Me.Joanna Me.Huanwei

Friday

During the last day of the week, i was kinda slacking. Haha. Very tired everyday. MP was boring i tell u.. HAHA~~ B-O-R-I-N-G. Though i was kinda tired and busy, i managed to meet up with GERADLINE, my sec sch best friend! :D

As always, we meet once in awhile. She noe that i'm hard to date and i'm always busy with lots of things. Reali thanks to her for her understanding. Reali glad to have her as my most wonderful Girlfriend in Sec sch!!!

B4 meeting her, saw wenlong and took pix in ESC room!! WHEEEEE

Me.Wenlong Daven.Me.Wenlong.Huizhen aka Sharon

B4 this week end, we 3 took pix again!!!

Me.Darren Me.Deming

I oso manged to bought something for my three friends whom i own them. One for Shufen, Darren and Deming.

Though i already gave Darren present, but somehow i still rmb tt he was rather jealous when i bought sth nice n better to Wenlong than him. So i decided to spend part of my paid on my dearest fren. I already do one for myself too :D

All nice nice dun ya tink so???

I should end my entry here. Next week gonna be a busy week for me once again.Yawn. Do take care FRenz~~~

something i would like to share with u all - Part 4

2008-05-02T16:48:00.000+08:00

Its been quite some time i wrote for people testimonial. Didnt mean to be bad but somehow this is what i wrote for one for my club ppl!!! Cos he wrote for me first so i wrote this back for him. Lolx

Something i would like to share with u guys - Part 4

2008-04-29T14:38:00.004+08:00

Something that brighten up my day almost everyday since the first day of my Attachment. My programmer email conference. The email that they sent each time makes me Laugh out Loud. Let me show u some of their mails. ENLARGE to read. Lolx~~~~

A team whom i enjoyed working with for the first time in my entire AY as a main com. Just when i was feeling down, no motivation, no strength, the Programmer are the one to brighten up my spirit! :)) Reali enjoyed every single moments tt i spend with em.

Though i only get to work with them only on Week Zero, it seems we r getting along quite easily and close. I still rmb during the debrief, i told em that its my first time tt the whole team r wkin so well tgt, so closely. Everyone was equal and seriously they nv even look upon me , Alvina and andy as head while they r sub com.

Though most of them are first timer, but i'm glad they get a hang of it already and they simply cant wait to wk tgt for next yr event. At that moment, i still dunoe if i am running for the next AY but i just said to them very touching words that some of them feel like crying.

Reali thx to em. I seriously cant imagine my life without them and i enjoyed seeing them almost everyday. N now, even event is over, we emailed, msn, sms and lunch with each other. Thats show how much i wanted to see them man. REALLY!!!! I LOVE EM so do them!!!

They constantly motivates and encourages me!! Reali thx to em. If not, i wouldnt hv the strength to move ahead and smile and laugh all the way! Thx guys for helping me so much. :))

Thx for not look upon me as a Org or prog head but a dearest fren whom u guys will care n love! :) U guys rox!!! Cant wait for Thurs BBQ!!! Wheee~~~